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doubts...Mar. 29, 2006
and then there was only silence...
 weird how at one time my phone never stopped being used. it seemed like i talked so much that i was always having to recharge the battery. this past week there has only been silence. i sometimes call myself just to make sure that there wasn't anything wrong with the ringer. strange how you get used to, and then miss the small inconveniences.
 i've been in a super mellow mood the past few weeks. days and nights are spent chillin to slow songs. i alternate from japanese, korean, pop, and to easy jazz from the 40's - 60's. while listening to music i'll be doing some pretty heavy thinking... part of being cursed with having an over-active brain. i think of every imaginable scenario of which path my life will choose. its a pity how we always make some bad choices in life. when i'm bored i think of how my life would have been if i chose another path or if things turned out differently.
 today i tried to force someone to say something that they didn't want to say. funny how everything changes just from one small action. i hate it when doubt settles in. have a good day and stay safe everyone.


hey cholMar. 29, 2006
wow have i been there, i used to ocmplain about how much a certain person called me...and then suddenly they stopped calling all together lol
Posted by MzCuDlezz

i'm so sorryMar. 29, 2006
i'm really sorry that you misunderstood me, i did want to say these words, i just didnt want to be forced into saying this, i hate to be forced into doing something (such a stupid trait of my character).
Besides these are the words that should be said on my own, and i will say it for you and for the whole world when it is necessary - I LOVE YOU, u shouldnt doubt this, please
P.S. you really hurt me with your distrust, so much that i want to cry right now
Posted by Anonymous

Untitled CommentMar. 30, 2006
Trust me I know the feeling....it's funny because when I am the most bored no one calls...but when I am the most busy everyone calls and I can't answer. Sometimes I really hate cell phones. I actually fought with friends this week because they never answer when I call. God forbid something bad happened. But trust me the calls with come...
Posted by missbhaven83

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