i was so unusually tired yesterday. brain felt so drained that i passed out @ 9:30 PM and slept until 5 AM. i had a dream about you lying there in the hospital. i wish i could remember the details but nonetheless it was such a nice dream. do you know how fragile your voice sounds when i have been calling you recently? it makes me want to wrap my arms around you and take all of your fears away. i think back to how you look when i see you on cam. you look so strong and self assured. yet i can't match what i see to what i hear on the phone. i guess thats another similarity that we have in common. from the outside we both look so strong and self-assured. but when we are alone we both seem so vulnerable.
driving to work it was 75 F (23.8 C) and it was such a beautiful morning. makes me think of the weather back in California for some strange reason. i hate that place yet i can never really escape memories of it. its friday and the weekend is fast approaching. for some strange reason i want to go fishing. the weather is so perfect that i have to do something outdoors. no fishing pole and no fishing permit might make it kind of difficult. =). oh well... i can always dream as always, can't i?
my stupid ipod crashed on 06/06/06. hahaha... i think it was a bad omen. it wasn't a hard disk failure but a complete unit failure. 3 bills for the damn thing so it kinda freaked me out. when broken and u have no idea how to fix it... i tried using the old "slap it against your palm trick" many times and was about ready to write it off as a complete loss but gave it one last try last night. i guess someone up there felt pity on me cause it started powering up but only gave a low battery icon and nothing else. a couple of more slaps and the damn thing kicked right on again. note: don't try this too often if the unit works cause its gonna damage your hard disk. i only did the slap method cause the unit was completely dead. slap it then mess around with the scroll wheel to soft start it back up again. damn apple. i been seeing lots of broken units on sale in ebay. mainly for hard disk failures and broken lcd screens. was seriously thinking about buying a broken unit but th price for a replacement lcd from apple is really ridiculous. cheaper to buy a working used unit. bleh... enough tech talk and time to get back to work.
i miss you...
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