october 12, 2005

watched a foreign film last nite. once you get to know me you'll find that i'm a huge fan of foreign films. it's a russian film that won best foreign film i think in 1980. i don't have much time to type so i'm gonna cut and paste a review i found about it. its a pretty good movie. i enjoyed it alot. check it out and u might be surprised also.

"Moscow Does Not Believe In Tears" 1980. This is a melodrama about the life stories of the three girls. Three friends, Antonina, Liudmila and Yekaterina, come to Moscow in search of their dream. Sharing a hostel room, they work and play together. Antonina soon marries a good man and settles down to raise a family. For Liudmila, Moscow is a sort of lottery, in which you have to pick the lucky ticket. She attempts to conquer the big city, but ends up a loser. The life of the third girl, Yekaterina, is a contemporary Cinderella story. She had her share of disappointments, but did not despair. In twenty years she built up a career and became the director of a big enterprise. A single parent of a daughter, she finally meets the right man and, after long and bitter years of loneliness, finds true happiness... Awards: Grand Prize at the IFF in Portugal, 1980; Oscar for Best Foreign Film

after many attempts, finally got in touch with "her". it was a short conversation but it lifted my spirits the rest of the day/night. i was finally able to sleep without having a bad dream. can't wait til i hear "her" voice again.

had a weird dream last nite. i was in a house that was surrounded by destruction. kinda reminded me of hurrican katrina. only a few survivors were with me. we started off in the dream looking for the best possible room to use as our main defense to hole up in. it made me think that it was gonna be another zombie dream. anyways... somehow the best room was like a dining room with those shuttered folding sections as doors which u commonly see used for closets. i knew it was flimsy and wouldnt be able to withstand the onslaught of zombies and spent most of the dream coming up with materials to barricade the opening. (sorry for the boring stuff but its my dream and not yours and i wanna remember it the best i can. lolz). then the dream shifts gear. i was with an ex. she had a sister that i had a krush on. things develope and the sister reveals to me that she was in love with me also. the next part gets realy kinky (but u got to remember it was only a dream, aite?) me and my ex were trying to get to sleep and somehow her sister tries to sneak in bed beside me all naked. hmmmm.... i guess we all know wut happened next.... the old threesome. i cant remember the rest of the dream. (grins)

 (puahahaha. hardee har har) jeezz.... i gotta get laid. thats all i need now... having wet dreams!!!

if u ever get to download U2 featuring Mary J. Blige - One Love (katrina aid live broadcast) ... its the most awesomest version of the song. i'm gonna post it on the p2p sharing networks and spread it around.

"her" ..... if ur reading this... i miss you!