well just got back from studying. i've got my new shoes, shorts, "london" team jacket, and beanie on but i still feel like the same old me. trying to act like nothing's wrong is still only an act. walked around aimlessly just to be among some peeps on campus makes me feel more isolated than ever. everywhere i see couples laughing, hugging, holding hands. i look and act like one of them and blend easily among the crowd, yet i know that i'm not really one of them at all. gosh i really do feel so alone. maybe i'm tired, who knows. i think that maybe fresh wounds are just slow to heal. well its getting a little late. hopefully i'll have more to write about in the morning. peace out