good morning world! (you know i've got nothing to write about when i start the blog off like that).lol. man i was in a bad way last night. i should've gone clubbin when i feel like that but i was having a really bad hair day. lolz. hey just cause i'm depressed doesnt mean i have to step out looking like a fool. glad i had bought me that bottle of vodka the other day. made a large glass of red bull and vodka. kept it in the freezer til it was nice and slushy..... dang it was sooooo tasty. tried calling jinnie but guess she was still working. some days she doesnt get home til after midnite her time. the reception in nyc is pretty bad sometimes also. in her apartment... she gets no reception at all so i gotta call her landline which has no answering machine. i hate calling the landline so late cause she's got a room mate. last time i called her... it took her 3 days to get back to me. hate playing fone tag but she's a really good friend. can't believe we've known each other for 4 years now. my how times fly. popped 2 sleeping pills and prayed it'd put me out of my misery, if only temporarily. nopes.... wasn't enough to stop my stupid brain. all nite long i was dreaming about work. i mean the WHOLE night i was seeing screws. all day long i work with screws. i work in a place that supplies parts to a fairly large semiconductor equipment manufacturer. they use thousands of specialty parts which must meet pretty stringent requirements. my job is quality inspection. i have to make sure the parts are the right parts and run them thru a battery of tests for reliability and durability. bleh~ the stupid job is getting to me. there was supposed to be 4-5 peeps in my department. one recently quit and the other got fired. so just me and frankie is like busting our asses just to try and keep up with all of the workload. we are a regional inspection facility that does inspections for austin, el paso, grand prairie, tulsa,  phoenix, and monterrey mexico. the job is pretty ineresting but the stress level is high. if i fawk up and appove the parts.... and they're wrong or fails... i can make my company lose ALOT of money, which can really turn into me getting my ass reamed. some of the parts are fairly expensive. there's an ozone generator which runs about 20 G's each. some specialty titanium parts can be several G's for a small amount. we also buy lots of screws and shiet that we send out for special plating such as nickle, gold, silver. if i mess up and send the wrong parts... and then they get plated at a substantial price. that's a major fawk up. most of my days are spent like second guessing myself. grrrr... thats enuff about work. speaking of which... i gotta log off and actually do some. most of my blog time comes from me goofing off in the mornings at work while having a cup of coffee. lol. take kares and have a good day.