ugh... wut a nite last nite. didn't know i still had it in me. lolz. trying not to make any sudden moves cause i can still taste the bile at the back of my throat. its a miracle that i even made it an hour early to work. hey since no overtime this weekend i figured i gotta do something to get me some extra time in. well another reason is that i was afraid i'd oversleep. hahaha. the alarm clock is always programmed for 6:15 AM, for some reason i woke up at 5:00 AM and decided wut the heck.. i feel like going into work. forealz i hate having a hangover. i hate the taste of alcohol, period. i guess with all the drama that's been going on in my life lately i just snapped. was kinda skimming over wut i wrote last nite and couldn't help but laugh at all of the typo's and run-on sentences. pretty funny but even my typing looked slurred. i'm gonna leave it the way i wrote it, even with all of the errors cause it just has a better effect that way.

 wut i did last nite that was memorable.... hmmm... talked to crystal... i remembered that part. talked to chaka... remembered that part. talked to jinnie... hahaha.. really remembered that part.*wink* *wink*. aside from that being an alcoholic will kill your liver, i think peeps would rather prefer for me to stay that way. (quick calculation... 4 redbulls @ $2 per can. 1/4 bottle of vodka... umm.. about $3.75. grand total of $11.75. wow... wut a pretty cost effective way to get wasted. couldn't believe i spillt some tears while talking to crystal. thought alcohol would've prevented that. hmmm... very strange.

 i don't regret last nite at all. it gave me a little closure. i think u really have to let that funk inside of u run out its course. sure the path will be difficult but once u accept the outcome, everything will be easier.

yall take karez and have a wonderful day, k? peace out...