well buzzed off all the hair last night. no more anime boy. lolz. left the bangs long in front tho. worked out some and finished it off with a cup of redbull and vodka. almost finished the bottle off. didnt realize that i drank so much the past few days. still no appetite but had to force myself eat something. went to coco's cafe to get some taiwanese food and boba tea. had the ice mocha with pearls. normally it'd be tasty but it had no taste for me. had the taiwanese porkshop with pickled veggies. pretty decent with the jalapeno soy sauce. taiwanese food isnt my fav but i just wanted to hang out and look at all the asian peeps that goes there. had a poem trying to get out halfway through my meal so grabbed a piece of paper to try and bring it to life. got half way thru it but then lost it. oh wellz... at least i had a start of something.

called up chaka at 9:00 but her room mate answered. she say asked me alot of questions like who i was and why i was calling, blah blah blah. she then said that since i no longer worked with her that i dodnt have to call her anymore, and that she was the one paying the bill for chaka's mobile. hahaha.. it then became clear to me. chaka was a lesbian and that her room mate was her lover. no wonder she could never speak after certain times nor go anywhere. hahaha just the same luck i've been having lately. i'm sure she'll call me later and explain. no wonder she's had so much dramam in her life! anyways.. drove around the new asian hangouts to see if there were any actions going on. not much happening on a monday nite. popped a sleeping pill and waited for the merciful drowsiness to overcome me. still the dreams wouln't stop. i've since forgotten wut i dreampt about but new it was about the same subject. it wasnt any earth shattering dream but just something mundane. all i knew was that it kept me waking up every so often to look at the clock. not feeling very well rested at all.

 extremely cold this morning. had to put on a long shirt instead of the usual wife beater's. pretty soon it might be too cold to work on the car. i really need to speed it up a little bit before winter sets in. in a pretty mellow place this morning. got kelly clarkson's "because of you" playing in a continuous loop at work now. the new guy statrs with us today. wut a relief! anywayz.... who kares wut he thinks of me if i'm playing chick music all day long. i don't give a flying f*ck if the same song over and over again will get on his nerves. he's old and got such a grouchy attitude. we call him "mr. niceguy" behind his back. i don't care and call him "mr. niceguy" even to his face. lolz. yeah i'm just looking to start something... anywhere. at the  last nite  i was just looking for a fight. waiting for anyone to look at me wrong for the chance to start something. cash running a little too low for piercings. gotta pay the roadrunner guy tonite. found a pretty good tattoo of a dragon but the head is kinda fuzzy. might have to copy the head from another and connect it to the one that i like.

 wellz gotta do some work now so yall take karez. peace out