well i finally did it and got roadrunner. the dude hooked it up yesterday and i hit him up for a job afterwards. i'm sure the pay is alot less than wut i'm makin now but it'll be a chance to drive around and meet new peeps. iono... it'll be something new.. gonna keep my options open, and the dude did say they'll prolly hire me on the spot since i had computer experience.

 spent the rest of the night downloading japanese anime's. my god i am an anime freak. i downloaded the "samurai champloo" series. all 26 episodes that were available. gonna hafta do something with my  tower pc. its been acting up and locking up lately. i'm thinking its the power supply. getting fluctuating power surges. damn... its my main dvd copyng machine. oh wells.. worse come to worse and i can put the dvdburner in my external drive enclosure and hook it up to my laptop. not confident on the reliabilty aspect of the copies tho. did a cheap-ass burner the same way earlier and was getting crappy copies. this is the first time i'm actually paying for broadband. it feels great not having to go to the library all of the time, especially now that its getting freakin cold outside. gonna hafta bring my parakeet indoors cause i dont want the little fella to be sufferin. i dont know what the smell thats in my apartment. it smells like rotting meat everytime i come home, and i hafta open up all the windows to air it out. if it aint one thing then its another in this crib! like yesterday before the cable guy came in, i had to spary alot of air fresheners. how embarrassing!

 had alot of dreams last nite. i was travelling. i forgot where my destination was. but in that hotel i had to catch the escalators thingies to get on wut i think is the underground, or train. somehow i kept on getting on the wrong escalator or train. kept on going thru an endless loop. no matter how i thought i left the hotel, i would always end back at the same place. me being the stupid ass i was didnt put the luggage ticket thingie on my bags and lost all of my possession. anyways.... it was such a stupid and pointless dream. no sex. no zombies. nothing. wut a complete waste of time! woke up at 3:00 freakin in the morning and couldnt go back to sleep. didnt take my sleeping pills last nite cause the new ones arent worth shiet when following the recommended dosage.

 been thinking alot about alexandra. damn i miss her. no matter wut is happening now, we still had alot of history together. what a waste. heard the dude on the radio talking this morning. his life and mine kinda parallels each other. he had a gf for a long time. well she graduated last semester and wanted to do something with her life. first she moves to some kinda rugged resort with now fones for 2 months. i think it was someplace in upper state new york or something. now she's like a foreign worker in italy and works in a castle or something. the dj dude was really hurting for awhile cause thats all he talked about on his show the past 4 months or so. he tried the dating thing since he's a huge celebrity in town. but he's the type that hate to go out clubbing and just wanna be with someone steady. today on the way to work... he read some emails that he received. one chick asked him how long its been since he's gotten some. he said its been at least 4 monts (since his gf left him). u know wut?? i think from that moment on i've gotten more respect for him. i always thought that he was a whiney voiced, over emotional little girly man. forealz his voice annoys me. last year he used to be funny doing alot of online stunts that got his show in trouble with the popo. another thing he said today pretty much impresses me also. his little sidekick is named "lunchbox". he's a skinny, geeky looking white dude that sounds like a redneck. lunchbox dj's at the clubs on the weekends and claims he gets laid like every night. the question was..."would you ever pay to have sex". lunchbox being the manwhore that he is says probably. the dj says that he probably won't ever. wow. that dude has the same values as me! some other things he's said in the past also has the same similarities as myself. when he see's a sad movie, he cant help crying. takes alot of guts to say it on the radio. i have the same problem also. he even admits he's too emotional. lunchbox gives him hell about the dj being gay. when they were talking about tattoos and if they were to get one, what it would be. lunchbox said that the dj should get a big rainbow tattoo on his back. hahahaha.

 oh wells... thats enough rambling for now and i gotta get back to work. well... actually get started on work. have a wonderful day peeps and peace out.