urghh... i dont even wanna think about it. bleh~. yeah it was pretty rough. well i was home waiting for that chick to call me up so we could go out. like i said earlier, i had a feeling she was gonna stand me up again. sure enuff, she did. oh wellz... started drinkin as soon as i got home. contrary to wut i been saying, i havent really dranks since last thursday. wasnt in the mood for dinner yet so messed around online. gosh the chat rooms are so stupid lately. just kinda chilled and listened to some hip hop on the radio and kept drinking. after 9 and still no call i kinda figured she was gonna be a no show. c* called later from a party which really surprised me. she asked about the dvds that i was supposed to send her. i forgot to mention to her that my pc was down. small chit chat til it got too noisy on her end and she had to go. nice of her to call even tho it was so short. by 11 i was pretty drunk and went online acting like a fool. got my webcam hooked up to the laptop and did some video chat. made some new friends and drank/smoked a lil bit more. next thing i knew it was 4:30 AM and i had to go into work at 7:00 AM. thats where i am now, and man oh man i got me a killer hangover, not to mention my whole body smells like an ashtray. stayed in bed til the last second possible so didnt even brush my teef. i feel so sorry for whoever gonna talk to me at work. lol. no worries cause i brought my toothbrush and toothpaste in my backpack. well that all for my really exciting friday nite. sorry it was boring but yall dont know how hard it is trying to type and think after downing half a bottle of vodka and smoking half a pack of cigs.

well i gotta earn my OT so better get to work. i plan on sleeping as soon as i get home so dont even know wut my plans are for tonite. oh yeah.. no dinner again last nite. i've lost 10 lbs for the week. woo hoo! depression is a great way to diet. my tummy is actually flat again. hahahaha. anyways have a great saturday all.

peace out