just kinda chilled out yesterday. went to taco cabana for lunch with my homeboy. ordered 4 extremely greasy and delicious tacos with a large margarita. dude i was buzzing all day after that. first of all, i cant handle alcohol that well, secondly i drank it on a pretty empty stomach since the last time i ate was about 10 PM the following nite. the rest of the day at work i was just kinda floating around with a stupid-ass grin on my face. my homeboy knew i kinda drunk. hahaha. but i just cant enjoy some tex-mex without a margarita so fawk it if i get caught. i know i said i was gonna color my hair black but had a change of heart. wit black hair i'd just be like any other asian dude. i always like kinda being set apart so just couldnt do it. i bleached it. hahaha. i went the opposite extreme. looks stupid cause i didnt use enuff bleach but wut the heck. thats wut beanies are for. lolz. naw.. i'll dye it tonite. didnt wanna dye it right after bleaching cause it might burn my scalp. anyways... thats about all i did last nite that was exciting. watched survivor a lil bit. recorded csi on the pc, and just chilled with my tracks while working out a lil bit. man i've lost so much weight in 3 weeks, i just cant believe it. gonna spend the weekend trying to get back into it again. gonna go to GNC and get some supplements or sumthin today.

went to sleep at 10:30. first time that early in a looong time. pretty decent sleep. not many dreams. no issues to work out in them i guess. all in all just a boring-ass day.

 then why do i feel like a jack-ass? i feel empty like i'm missing half of me. oh wells.. i think too much sometimes. just gotta try and chill and let it work out by themselves.

Wished that i would be emotionally set free soon.

peace out and have a good day