gosh i'm sooo dead tired... but still in love. lol. last nite rushed home again to talk with my baby befor she left for school. it feels so good to know that someone is gonna be there for u. hope, dreams, and aspirations, she gives me all of those. we're getting to the point where i can hear her voice when reading wut she types and its such a really nice feeling. watched "my name is earl" last night. man that show is really turning awesome! it looks like its getting stronger as the season is going by. last night he added his  brother to the list. his brother looks forward to going to a fair every year, i guess to see the car from "smokey and the bandit".  this year earl was too involved with his list and the fair slips away from them. he finally realizes at the end how he's overlooking his brother. his brother sacrifices the last day of the fair to help earl find a dog, thus helping him complete the current obligations to a name on the list. at the end... earl catches up with the fair and rents the "bandit" car for a day. he normally plays bandit.. but this year he gives his brother the chance to be bandit. pretty sweet show. makes me wanna cry. lol.

 a couple of hours after i last talked to my baby, she gets back online again during her lunch break. that makes it 3 days in a row she's sacrificed lunch for me. i'm getting a lil choked up still thinking about it. sigh...

 i feel as if she's changing me. i'm losing a lil of the thugness and staying clean shaven, becoming more sensitive and compassionate. all traces of my previous anger has gone away. she's not asking me to change, i'm just doing it naturally. i guess love will do that to u. gosh i miss her.

 man i'm so out of it. i saw a movie last nite but cant for the life of me remember wut it was. lol. i am so dis-interested in everything except fot her. sorry for all the ramblings but i didnt go to bed til 1:00 AM last night. i think about 1:45 AM my homegirl calls me up again and wondered why i didnt call her. the real reason was that i'd thought she'd be kicking it with her friend with kissing privileges (spelling?) and i really didnt wanna interrupt them just in case they were knocking the boots. lol.

i think i'm turning wayyy too nice. i'm turning into everyone's "oppa", which is korean for older brother. forealz i'm feeling so wise and wanna be helping everyone out with their problems. am i turning into a dr. phil? hahahaha.

 anyways.. gotta call my baby cause she's been at church. i've been goofing off for 30 mins already and gonna be goofing off for another 30 talking to her. lol... i'm such a slacker. no worries.. i'm gonna work thru my breaks to catch it up. kisses for her and peace out to the rest of yall.