wow.... i'm still in shock about the score. in case yall didnt know, i am a HUGE dallas cowboys fan. tonite the cowboys were outplayed the whole night until the last 4 minutes of the game. we came from behind and scored 2 touchdowns in less than 4 minutes to beat the eagles. it was an awesome comeback. i feel kinda bad for the eagles... they really should've won the game.

  trying to recap today's events as best as i can so yall please bear with me. i know i've been doing a bad job lately keeping up with the blogs but thats wut happens when ur happy, and no.... being happy is NOT over rated, its like the most glorious feeling in the whole world. lol. just got off the phone with C.  she said she's been trying to call me but i've always had my company mobile turned off. i didnt even know she still remembered my personal mobile number. forealz i didnt even recognize her voice. its been like 2 weeks since she's called me? it started off really weird. i mean i had nothing to say to her at all. i guess when u lose feelings for someone, u really forget alot about them. i know she's got problems but i hate it when she calls and wont tell me wuts been bothering her. i'm always a good friend to everyone. i give them my full and undivided attention. if it makes her feel better to just cry on the phone to me then i'll be there for her to cry on. it seems like such a long time ago. i really stopped thinking about her for like 2 weeks, since the last call.

she really should learn how to communicate with her bf. when ur in a relationship, ur significant other should be the best one that u can talk to. well i told her if there's anything i can do for her, all she has to do is ask, even money. no strings attached.

at least i tried to convey to her that there's gonna be a light at the end of the dark tunnel. i can relate tho to when u have so much dispair and u just wanna give up hope. sigh... i really wish the best for her.

 i came straight home and jumped in the shower to clean up myself just in case my baby was gonna be online. lifted some weights and tried to take some new pics for her. i actually look and feel halfway decent today. weighed myself this morning and gained 2 lbs. about 13 lbs. to go til i'm back at my normal weight. gosh i'm running outta time, got a little over a month to get back in shape for when i go see my baby. woo hoo!! she's just so amazing. everyday she wakes up early to spend time with me before she goes to the uni. i showed ms. drama queen my baby's pic and actually got a compliment about how pretty my baby looks. *so proud*. oh yeah.. tried to call my baby about 9:30 her time last nite but she was aready sleeping. lol... she didnt even remember that she was sleepy talking to me last night. she said she fell asleep at 8:30 and thought i didnt call her cause something came up. awww... poor baby was still tired from sleeping uncomfortably due to the rashes the past 3 days. i feel like im the luckiest man in the whole world. gonna have to say a little prayer to thank God before i go to sleep. yes u read it properly... i'm gonna say a prayer. lol.

 talked to ms. drama queen for awhile after my baby left for school. she's so funny, never a dull moment with her. i kept on hating on her man, and forealz i hate his guts. lol.. i dont care wut u call it but ur bf really looks like he has a mullet. lol. j/p.

 ooooh.. almost forgot to mention about the homeboy who's birfday party i blew off saturday nite. dude, i felt so guilty that i talked my homeboy frankie into going half and half with me in buying our birfday homeboy a bottle of smirnoff vodka. hopefully the good will gesture will smooth out any feathers that were ruffled. he's a cool dude, need to stay on good terms with him.

 my new goal... try to do as many good things as i can everyday to repay for having such a wonderful baby come into my life. kisses for my baby wherever she may be at this moment and hugs or a high five for the rest of yall. laterz...