bleh~!!!! feeling like crap today. stoopid gallstones are really killing me. been popping painkillers like its candy for 3 weeks now. forealz i wanna do some research on it and just take care of it myself. lol. if it costs 10 G.'s for the operation then i still hafta come up with 2 G.'s. wish i was a hungarian or canadian where they have free healthcare. just got my health plan thingie and looks like its not gonna kick in til january. wuts worse is that i have til my deductions equals the co-payment before i can use it? iono wtf they're talking about cause its just a bunch of mumbo jumbo to me. why they heck can't they make health plans easy to understand? having a desk job really sucks cause sitting down puts alot of pressure on my abdominals which in turn gives me so much pain and eventually makes me nauseous. the only reason i've been tolerating it is cause during the weekend i'm pretty much on my back in my little bed. i think all of the veggies aggrivates it. i remeber eating some more salad last nite. i know... i should've known better but as usual i never listen cause i'm so freakin hard headed. damn i'm asian and i gotta have my veggies!!! lol.

 well enough *****in cause i just hafta suck it up like a man.

had a talk with my manager cause i told him i really needed a week off for x-mas. i told him that i'm willing to do anything as long as i got permission to be off, and even if i wasnt approved, i'll take the disciplinary action cause i'm gonna be off regardless. sometimes u gotta be straight up and forealz i aint scared cause i know i can get another job somewhere else. he's gonna talk to the operations manager to see if he can get me paid for it. *shrugs* ... really dont matter cause my ass is gonna be in debt to my manager for doing me this favor. checked the airline prices this morning... went up $120. damnn... gonna hafta borrow some cheese from peeps to make up the difference.  hope my replacement check card comes in soon. i gotta book the flight pretty soon before there arent any seats available. if it goes up another $200 then i gotta call of the trip. i really cant bankrupt myself just to take off a week.

 well gotta do some work again cause break time's over.

more kisses for my baby and laterz to everyone else.