happy early thanksgiving to everyone!!! i have absolutely no plans for this long weekend. prolly gonna buy myself a pre-cooked turkey or something just to try and make myself feel like its an actual holiday. i really hate holidays when u dont have anybody to spend it with. at least we have a full day of football to look forward to. i wonder if anyplace has the works for a reasonable price. i mean i wanna have turkey, dressing, gravy, and cranberry sauce but dont really wanna order the family pack. a plate would be not enough cause i love turkey giblet gravy and rice. lol... hey i'm asian after all. we gotta have rice whenever we eat. i went to craigslist.com and saw a guy offering frequent flyer miles for international travelling but the price he has listed would only be for half of the going ticket rates. dont really know how thats gonna work out. $800 is alot of money to be scammed. wuts the old saying... if it sounds too good to be true then it probably isnt?

 called up baby again cause i was missing her. it just makes my day when i can hear her nice giggles and no that i can make both of us happy for a short while. even though i cant talk as long as i wanted to, just being able to say "i love you" to her and to hear her tell it back to me everyday means so much to both of us. gosh... i'm just sitting here listening to some classic Santana - "Samba Pa Ti" followed by "Europa" and am just seeing visions of us chilling someplace together. such beautiful visions that leaves me speechless and makes me unable to think of anything else to write. everytime i think of her or hear her voice, i just see images. it seems so real that i never wanna snap out of my dream world. in dreams we will always be together and no distance separates us.

the way i've been feeling recently... life is good. love is good. friendship is good. only one thing is missing that will make my life perfect and complete... to finally be with her.

kisses for my baby and i hope she's having wonderful dreams. for everyone else... take care and keep the faith.

C.