i'm just sitting here reading some blogs and chillin to some music when i had a weird question pop into my head. would i rather lose my vision or my hearing? why in the heck did i think this? it might have been because of all the beautiful songs i've been listening to recently. i wondered if i were to lose my vision, would i still love my gf as much as i think i do? the answer is "yes". all i have seen is just a picture from her, yet it isnt why i'm in love with her. if i weren't able to see her.. it still wouldn't make me love her even less. i love her for her values, the way she thinks,  her ability to overlook my faults yet still loving me, and her voice. yeah i'm sure its gonna really suck not being able to see how beautiful she looks when dressing up to go out, how peaceful she looks lying next to me, how cute our kids look when they are born and as they grow up. but perhaps i'd be satisfied to feel her touch and hear her voice.

 i think for me it'd be worse if i lost my hearing because music is such a huge part of my life. i cant even imagine going through life without hearing another beautiful song or without hearing my baby's voice. if i never get to hear another "i love you" coming from her voice i think it would leave me so empty inside.

 anyways... i need to be thankful for having all of my senses which enables for me to see, hear, feel, smell, taste, and touch everything in this incredible world. i thank God for bringing baby and me together. i'm thankful for the good friends that i have made. i'm thankful for being strong enough to survive all of the adversity that's been coming my way. everyday we should be thankful to being alive and given a chance to experience all that life has to offer us..

 Happy Thanksgiving everyone.