Nov. 26, 2005 - My Three-Part Poem

Yes, my slight depression about the break-up has finally taken its toll! Today, I wrote a 3 part poem about it. And, since I'm completely bored out of my mind I'm gonna post it on my blog...hide from the horror.

My Love- Part 1: Confessions

A jewelry box that hides the gifts

A cell in my mind shut off

All our memories lost in a sea of darkness

This is what I have to show

For my harsh choice

A heavy burden has been laid on me

On all my heart and soul

All this time I thought you were the one

That would finally chase away my fears

Finally destroy my past

Just when I thought it would hold

A horrible game shattered it

One by one, day by day

The broken glass fell away

Each day I felt the glass pierce my heart

Damn this stubborn cancer in my mind!

Damn you for acting so young

For it wasn't like that in the beginning

Damn you for finding me

Now once again my heart has settled to being alone

Damn you for making me feel so loved

As I never have before

Damn you for everything!

I know though

In the deepest pits of my broken soul

That even if  we both desire

To be together again

It will not be

(Part 2 in next blog)