I Have a Tendency to Make Myself Laugh

On the same topic of me: I was thinking about me yesterday. I like myself don’t get me wrong. I think I’m smart, funny and good company. But sometimes I wish God could have made a way that you could take a vacation from yourself. Do you ever feel like that? Have you ever have those times when you are just so over being yourself? Seriously. Well lately, I am over myself. Done. Sometimes I feel like I wake up in the morning and think “Good Lord it’s me… again.” I tend to get bored with myself to be honest. It’s like another 24 hours of the same thoughts, behaviors and idiosyncrasies. Another cup of my favorite coffee. Another head full of the same songs I’ve been singing for years. Enough of me already! Can't we stop the carousel and let the horses out to pasture. If only for a bit... let them drink some fresh water and fend off the dizziness of their 21-year rotational existence? Then we can hitch them back up and start the music (a new song would be nice) and let ‘em ride again. Re-invite all my friends and family and get back on the trail of life. Wouldn’t it be nice if sometimes we could go back to when we were kids and Life was a board game? If we didn't want to play anymore… we could just put it back in the box. I’m sure this post sounds like I’m complaining. I love life, and myself for that matter (feel free to read the first paragraph if you still have your doubts). But you would be lying if you did sometimes feel the desire to walk out life in someone else’s shoes. It’s funny because you would think that in the midst of transition my life would be exciting enough to keep me distracted from… well me. And though all this transition is exciting I still wake up to the same ole me. I tend to get like this periodically and I’m sure this season of being “over me” will soon be over. I guess Ecclesiastics was right, "there's nothing new under the sun" I just talked about it on here yet. Let me know what you think. Linz Linz