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The Bottom Line

Man oh man have I had a day… well I guess I have. You know when you have those kinds of days where everything you go through is so huge… and yet it’s all internal so in the natural no one can really tell that your day has been amazing? Today has been one of those days. I don’t even know how I can explain it to you…

Yesterday I had a great rehearsal, we taught the song I was dying to sing and it’s really coming along. Then I went to our staff meeting, which was really good. I love that our major problem is that we don’t have enough room to have all our classes. Then I went to the UW and got my stuff from WU. Instead of talking on the phone for an hour we decided just to hang out for an hour instead. It was good just to chill with him for a bit. Then I went home and attempted to go to sleep.

Really any kind of sleep last night was impossible. Physically I feel like I’ve just gotten into a car accident. Last night my body was sore no matter how I positioned myself. So I got… maybe… 1 hour of sleep last night. In the morning my body was so stiff it took me a while to get out of bed. When I finally did and I got all ready I headed out the door.

To keep my mind off the pain I began to pray. I prayed all the way into work, and continued to pray once I hit my office. I didn’t pray for myself at all. Then all of a sudden God began doing crazy stuff in me. I can’t even explain it. I wasn’t expecting it or looking for it; but because I chose to spend my time with Him (more time then usual) he began to reveal things to me.

So why am I telling you all this? Well bottom line God is seeking for more of you. Yes you! Whoever is reading this right now; God wants more of you. Now you may already spend tons of time with Him or you may not even believe. However, God wanted me to tell you that He wants more of you today then you realize. I don’t really know who this is for but whoever it is I would encourage you to get into your Bible, and begin to pray. God wants to work it out. It’s not too late to get your relationship with Him back to where it should be. Now is the time to press forward and begin to seek Him like never before.

So… I know I’ve never done that before on this blog but I’m just being obedient! That’s all I have! Have a good day! Linz

RE: ur last post

8:45 AM, Jan. 19, 2006 .. Posted by Munchkin

Thanx, I may not be the only one this was meant for, but lemme tell you it felt like it was written for me. I have fallen. Fallen hard and fallen fast. In three short years I have gone from being a faithful altar server to a girl that never goes to church, doesn't read the word and forgets to pray. I am totally selfish. I know I can repair my relationship with God, I know what to do, but why is it so hard for me to do it?

Powerful

10:38 AM, Jan. 19, 2006 .. Posted by Annetta

This is a very powerful entry. It broght tears to my eyes because I remember when I was that person that wouldn't spend time with God and then give Him a little thinking that it was enough. Now i realize my mistake and getting deep into Him isn't easy, but once you do it the rewards are mind blowing and it's amazing that all He is asking for is just a little bit of your time out of your whole day. Thanks for being obedient Linz and I am going to spend that much more time with Him today because he deserved my attention!