Aug. 3, 2005 - Meh...

My feet, back, buttocks, hands, arms, head, and body parts I didn't even know I had are aching from band camp... All I really need now is some rest, but... I'm... not tired... o_O Yeah... I know... I'm weird... But I've been screwing up a drill in band camp for about a week now and didn't relize it until yesterday. And I had even gotten complimented on how I was doing the drill the right way when it was really completely WRONG. Tomorrow might be better, but I've been having issues with someone from the camp since it started (well, actually, more like 6th grade...), and they show no signs of improvement. I've kicked the wall, thrown my binder onto the ground in complete rage, and started to have my moments of random depression again...(I haven't had them since school ended, and it is STILL the same person causing this... Just my luck... -.-). Maybe if I quit band, it'll all get better... or not... I am hating this...