Jan. 17, 2006 - When Assuming Goes Down the Drain...

This. . . is the most evil outcome... of all evil outcomes... EVER...

I... was prepared... to ask thy infatuation... to thy Sadie Hawkins... I felt no stress... and I had the confidence I needed in the world...  seriously...

But, as fate would have it, I changed out of my ROTC uniform... into something more... CASUAL... as I always do on Tuesdays... but... apparently, I needed a belt or something... because... as I was exiting the B-Wing  restrooms...  I past the infatuation in the hall way... but I thought "Not yet. It's not the best time." because he was heading to the Driver's Ed class in the library. So, I assumed that the class would only be, what? 30 minutes? An hour at the most? And then I figured I would see him in the band room because he always heads in there before he leaves... so...

I past by him, and walked to the front of the school where my friends and I always meet up at. And if I'm not mistaken, I noticed a had a lot of guys attention... ( That's VERY new for me... especially because it was in a GOOD way...) But, as I put my stuff down and tried to take out my clipboard to show AoiHi something... I reached back to pull up the back of my pants because they felt somewhat low... and I realized the thong I was wearing was SHOWING... not badly, but enough for someone to know that I was WEARING a thong.

So, I stood up and put on my ROTC belt, regardless on if I failed or not. But the one thought that rushed through my head at the time was "Dammit! What if HE saw?!?! He'll think I'm a slut or something!!!!!!! Well... maybe, it's only when I sit down... but STILL!"

So... before I went to Clarinet Sectionals, AoiHi and I went for a walk around campus, and we saw the Driver's Ed. students leaving the library, so I figured "THIS IS MY CHANCE...", but he was surrounded by his friends... so, that was a no-go...

And, then I was hoping he'd pop up into the Clarinet Sectional to grab his stuff, so I'd ask him then, but THAT didn't happen...

And, I heard students outside the bandroom right before the sectional ended, so I assumed "He should still be here afterward, right...?"

Well... I assumed wrong AGAIN...

~Metauru