Jan. 26, 2006 - Do tell... Doooo tell...

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Yeah... so by now, everyone should know that my last two and only boyfriends sucked, right...? If not, well, now you know...

Anyway... what I'm going for is, well... They cared nothing about me and didn't care if I lived, died, or became a nun and preached abstinence for the rest of my life (let's hope it never comes to that... )

Yes... yes.. now that I gave you your history lesson for today, the reason that I'm babbling on like an idiot about stupid ****ty past relations...

It was during lunch today (yeah... nothing else exciting happens during other classes... unless you count today when me, Danielle, Jasmine, and Manny were playing Hangman on desks with Expo markers when we were supposed to be watching some boring 5 hour documentary on the Revolutionary War that the ROTC kids already saw last term... But, I babble again...)

Gary (I mentioned him before) came over to our side of the courtyard (if that's what you want to call it...). I said "Hey, Alfred", because that was his character in My Fair Lady and I said it while kidding around. Well, Gary came over to give me a hug as he always, but I can't explain it. I didn't want to give him a hug. Of course I hate being touched to begin with... (long story... don't want to explain...). But, it might of been from the fact that he pulled me closer by the waist of all the places or for just some unexplainable reason in the unknown cosmos...

Either way, I just didn't want to do it. But Gary just came closer, determined to hug me. I was flustered, but all of a sudden felt someone put their arms around my shoulders. It was Joe, and he had a happy but defensive look on his face. A bit of converstion was shared between him and Gary, and I added in a few things here and there. Finally, Joe and I went over to the table with evryone else while Gary went to talk with some other girls...

Yes... this might not seem very strange to you people, but... no guy has ever done anything like that for me before... and what I mean by that is act defensive like that when another guy came into the mix.

And... it was so awesome. ^_^

Anyway, we joined a few conversations, mostly with Melo and Wesley. We talked about Melo's diet (bleh.  as if she wasn't skinny anough... but she's doing it to become more healthy...) At one point we even talked about the PHS beauty pageant. Joe questioned "You're not going to be in it?" I said no. I thought he already knew that...

Melo and Weasley are going to Sadie's as "friends", and they invited Joe and me over to the mall to join them this Saturday in finding matching shirts.

After lunch, Mariah and I were heading to the band room, and she asked me "Question. Are you and Joe actually going out now or are you just going to Sadie Hawkins together...?"

Truthfully, I couldn't give her a sure-enough answer...

~Metauru