Feb. 15, 2006 - Allow me to give you a summary of my twisted and pathetic Valentine's Day...

So, I gave Meh Infatuation, after 4 long years of suffering, a present for V-Day. But, not directly, because then that'd be stupid.

Monday after Jazz band, I stuck a cute little red bear with an Air Head on it on his locker, signed it under "Your Secret Admirer", and awaited judgement day to arrive...

He was really happy V-Day morning when he got it. I could easily tell this from a mile away.

But, now I'm having post-giving regrets...

Why? Because:

1) He doesn't know it's me

2) He could think it's several other girls besides me...

3) He could end up with another girl who "claims" to be his Secret Admirer

and

4) If he DID know it was me... would he have been as happy to have a secret admirer...?

I would love to tell him the truth, but...

Neither him nor I would be able to handle it...

~Metauru