Bare with me on this one.
Love, like life is not meant to last forever. Sometimes our mind lead
us to places and paths our hearts can't quite weather. I think about
you, i think about life. I think about where im heading and wonder if
it's right. I can't undo the pain i've caused, re-bandage old wounds,
or keep paying for things i thought were solved. It's unlikely that two wrongs shall make this right,
it's something i can't ignore, something I can't fight. The power you
have over me..the hold you have on my heart...is this love real, or
just something to keep me out the dark? Everyone just wants to do
the right thing..even if tha thing has the worst timing. If
you love someone , let them go, .... but wha if they come back, and
it's still hard to go,... on, wondering, if what they feel for you is
true, if the object of their affection is actually you.
Wha happened to you during the time of their
departure...waiting..wondering.. when and where will the love be
recaptured. Is that really fair? That all tha time spent sitting there,
watching him love someone else...burying the pain deep inside yourself.
But now he's back...this is what you want, you tell yourself that, but
now it's not the same...maybe it can't be, maybe it won't ever be
again, in your heart if hurts to think of it ending tha way, but deep
down you know tha love once forever can be lost in a day.
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