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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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What a trip! I got to see the white house...i experienced racism first hand...i got hit on by a lady...lol hmm what else...oh yea ..i also witnessed a brother crush hard on his step sister ( brady bunch anyway) Men are so...easy. This guy had it bad for me and it was so obvious, but so weird =/ lol It was a goooood trip, very relaxing. I got a lot of thinking done, A LOT. I wasn't exactly ready to come home lol , but when i got here, i got a rather pleasant surprise. The girl in the bathroom.... So, i'm drying my hands and i can feel eyes on me...i look up and this woman is like" i lovee your shirt" I'm like thank you =) (i love compliments lol) I notice she still watching me lol so i pull enough paper towel off for her..and i had a small piece on the handle so my bare hands wouldn't have to touch it..she was making me feel weird by the starring so i had to say something, i was like " i hate touching these things" or something like tha and she was like.." i peeped you already" and i was like huh ? lol and she was like " yeah i saw you awhile ago doing that" and kinda smiled....I'm like uhmm, oh ok..then she grabbed her paper towel and looked directly in my eyes, smiled, said thanks, then held the door for me to walk out...i felt like a piece of meat for real lol and didn't want to walk in front of this n***y lady , but i did anyway. The guy on the couch.... Ok..lol this started at the refrigerator. My Cousin has a niiiiceee, big house, and had all the family over for a lil after party of the wedding. I was waiting to get to the refrig and he was standing in front of it. He said a few randomn things , it was like" oh ok' to me lol i really paid him no mind. I went downstairs and got on my phone or something. About two hours later i came back upstairs and nearly everyone was gone...except him..his grandaughter and a few other. I sat by his lil girl and we got to talking. She got up to eat and he moved in closer to me...at this point im feeling like hmm...lol i moved my hand and it fell on the couch, he moved his closer and touhed mine...at this point im like UH OH...lol he then leaned his head toward mine, turned the tv down a bit and start talking kinda low..jus randomn stuff about the movie. Then my mom came in and he sat up lol...she was like "why ya'll watching that?" and he told her to get out and go watch something else then..lol he asked me a few personal questions..and eventually leaned back in close..his granddaughter came back and wanted her roigjnal seat..he told her to move and sit on the other side lol. This went out for about 35-40 mins..thennn the wife showed up. He casually sat up, leaned all the way on the other side of the couch and thene ventually got up. She was in the other room, but i kept noticing her starring at me..i felt strange..lol it was like technically he didn't sayyy anything flirty..but baby that body langauge said it all! I have more to say about my trip than jus the flirty things tha happened..lol but i will get into tha later.... | ||
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