I'm
overally excited and overjoyed too! I'm getting ready to go jogging,
and im actually happy about it hehe. There are some things i have to do
first though, i already did my crunches and all that...but i gotta do
some house work, then i gotta come home and work on my plan for my
life! I wanna have it all, everything God has planned for me, i want
it. I'm tired of just going through life, I'm ready to LIVE! I'm young,
23! I'm smart
( when i wanna be lol) attractive( I'll feel so much better about
myself once i get this weight off) so many good things about myself
that i am keeping all to myself...NOT COOL....I am tired of hiding
behind my weight and lack of confidence..I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH
CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME....not doing it for mom, or to make something
up to my dad's memory..i need to do this for ME!
This trip was such a blessing...in diguise..meeting Krista was
such an alert for me. HELLO..LC what are you doing with your life girl
lol? Sitting around trippin off guys, what he doing or who he doing it
with...PAHLEEEESEEE...so much more to life than worrying about tha
kinda stuff. Love can trip us up...and make us crazy, but i'm tired of
being crazy lol I just want to enjoy being in love and forget the dumb
stuff....i wanna be able to share our love, but still have freedom to
live our own lives where as he doesn't feel" trapped" and neither do i.
I know tha I'm a great "catch" and i can't worry about if the guy i
love knows and appreciates that or not I DON'T LIKE THE GIRL I WAS as
far as a certain relationship, I don't wanna be completely
wrapped up in him .\I was too busy feeling like ' finally found a good
one, gotta make sure i keep em" BLAH! LoL... He was a good one, and if
it doesn't work out, then it doesn't work out. Just like he came, so
shall another...and IF NOT...oh well the single life isn;t all tha bad
lol But all i know is...I'm tired of the life i've been
living...I'm ready for a new day, a new journey, a new me!
Confident, S***y, witty, and bagagge free...tha wha i'm aspiring to be =)
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