"Free write"

Man i used to write all the time, short stories , poems, even playwrites...bore...what have i become? A myspace junkie? lol I have some beautiful poems n stuff  that is hidden away in a box. At one time i wanted to publish some of my stuff...i have a lot of goals and dreamz that i jus kindas let go of. I wasn't working a 9 to 5 ..i was on the grind and doing my own thing, the legal way lol...but since i been back to corporate america..i been  stuck  even though i stay up late avoiding the inevitable...waking up to go to work..is a mind struggle for me. It's not like my job is hard, but i feel so imprisoned being there and yet at the same time...i'm not doing what i need to be doing to get away from it ....shame....

It's really, really time to get back my life. I can't let anyone or anything get in the way of me living my dreamz....because they aren't impossible dreamz....i just need to GET UP!!!!

everyday is the same, routine, routine, routine..it's not fun...this can't be all life has for me...no way!

My prospectives and priorities were all messed up...some things happened,i was being mind fukked...but it's ok....i'm slowly being broken down to be reborn...YEAH BABY~!!!

LADIESSSSSSS.....

if ur single and focused on finding a man...STOP...please stop...all the time u spend wandering why ur single, or  why Kim is a Ho but yet still  seems to get the 'good guys' and all u get are the dogs  stop...ur taking away from YOU from ur goals, from ur dreamz.....<> I learned this one the hard way

Check my word play with my name: Ycal....it does have a meaning even though it's just my name spelled backwardz lo