I don't even recognize myself, I'm looking in the mirror going where'd my swagger go? LoL i ALREADY WROTE A BLOG called,'aye fat girl"  but that was written as inspiration to women who are addicted to food..as i WAS....and the pains of not being able to control urself and the secret shame of being an emotional eater. Everything happens for a reason, i gained 60 lbs in 06 for a reason, so im not gonna go into all tha again...this is a straight up blog for me to VENT...real talk !

When i see people i haven't seen in awhile I can hear  their thoughts  through their eyes," damn lacy  what happened to u?" Lol...

I'm not stressed about losing the weight, I have God as the head of my life,I can do all things through Christ ...it's just i can't believe how much i've changed physically in just ONE YEAR....i also noticed that i'm not as laid back as i was a year ago. I was never "skinny"   but damn...i have neverrrrrrr been this big ...TBC