Now i feel like i can
breath. I finally just got someone to say something i been KNOWING he
wanted to say for weeks now lol I gave it my all, at first when we were
like let's try this again, i was putting all my effort into it, but i
noticed that wasn't what i was getting in return. I know he had a lot
on his plate, i didn't mind stepping back and letting him do his thing
because i felt like we'd come over our hurdles, i could trust that
while he was being distinct it was just that being distinct and not
because he was getting close to someone else.I was fine not talking at
night, i was coo sleeping by myself lol ....but it started to feel
like hmm...more than that, more than stress, more than just
him going through things, and ...what it started like was how it
felt before. So that's when i stopped trying, and I'm ok
with that, because i know that we both made mistakes, and when it
came time to start over, i know i gave it my all. So i feel good, my
feelings always seem to be justified.
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