I
am feeling really good this morning! I woke up, talked to God first =)
Read my Purpose driven Life, wrote in my journal, went for a
thirty minute run/walk, came home ate breakfast, did some stretching,
got my legs to go straight up in the air, and trust me..that's a real
accomplishment for me lol and now following up on job leads. The
position i'm interested in is only per diem, but the lady said they use
the per diem workers pretty frequently. So i am excited, the only thing
is i have to apply online, but my comp is janky or the website is jus
no good. After all my phone calls i have to go and actually fill out
the applications, i'm not looking forward to leaving the comforts of
home everyday, but....it's gonna feel good to have some $$ in my
pockets again . My life is slowly being put back on track, and it feels
good, because i'm taking control. I've wallowed for nearly a year now,
since November...and really bad since March.....but now here it is Oct,
and i'm finally coming back to life.
My aunt gave me a wonderful compliment, along with my grandmother," you
losing some more weight aren't u?" OH YES , INDEED! I smiled from ear
to ear, i am not doing this for anyone but myself, but it sure feels
good to see that my hard work is paying off. Because if they can see a
difference in my body then that means that it is really happening,
YYYYYESSSSS!
On a different note,...things almost got hectic on the guy end. It's
hard for me to put myself and my feelings before other's, but
sometimes, i realize that i have to. I did at first give in to wha the
person needed and wanted, but when the it was brought up, i stuck to my
guns, i stood strong in what I NEED and what I WANT at this time, and
finally was able to make a decision and stand by it. THAT IS SUCH A BIG
DEAL FOR ME =p Especially considering who the person is i stood my
ground with.
Anyway, back to work, i have money to earn...
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