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The Best Kind of LoveLove is... Blind. Forgiving. Forgetful. Enduring. Ever-lasting. Fradulent. Hopeful. Happy. Painful. Neurotic. Understanding. Sympathetic. Obnoxious. Co-dependant. Over-rated. Inspiring. Vain. Hurtful. Everything. Nothing.It's also over. Today, Emile and I had a masterful adventure. We explored Powell's City of books, and then we were joined by a weary Romanian traveler. Andrei Tutui. Andrei is nice, and not what everyone says he is. He is.. So much more. We briefly went into the art museum and were slightly moved by the "art". It was a tad too modern. We walked around, and found ourselves in three movie theatres. We watched part of the Da Vinci Code, and rode the max. The wrong direction at first, but then we got the idea. The rest of my memorial day weekend is somewhat of a blur... There is a movie in there, a game night, a diabetic episode, and the realization that life is worth living, but you have to live it your own way. My life is my own. Mine to mess up or live successfully. But it's mine, forever. My business is my own, it isn't Shayla's or Ginger's or Mr. Swanson's, or Ghandi's, it is mine. My problems are mine to handle, my sadness, my fear, my reservations, my joy. All of it... Is mine. People are granted to make mistakes. And choices. They are allowed to be. You never even saw beyond your own opinions. You are so free to just live without me now, and always. Is this it? The straw that breaks the camel's back? So we've lost a friendship, a love truer than any other, and confidence in most things. But then again, you weren't surprised were you? I did exactly what you thought I would do. I fell right into your expectations. Well congrats! You can finally say that you fell out of love with Val. There should be an award or something you recieve for being snide and bitter. It's true.. I make people fall, with no intention of catching them. My life will go on. It has to, unless I kill myself, in which case it won't. It will continue though, because I'm too stubborn to end it, especially not over some petty third grade argument. I already feel fine. Today was a great day. Pi 7:58 PM - Monday, May 29, 2006 - post comment
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