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This is what it comes down to--I, Valerie Susan Barlow, must atone for the changes within myself and accept the new person I am transforming into. Not embrace, just yet, but accept. I am not evil by nature, that is a skill that has been honed for years. Centuries worth of knowledge has seeped into my femenist brain, preparing to make me a machine against males and their tyrannical views. I am a perfect specimen of fine-tuning, programmed with one goal: get everything. Everything, by definition, includes, but is not limited to: undying love, the best years of their lives, virginity, souls.. anything worth taking that a foolish, love-struck young man has to offer. I am not above ruining lives. This is my mission. In short, love me at your own risk. Women understand, we ate from the tree of knowledge.. we know our true potential. I will rule this one day, but I won't have gotten there by playing nice, or being fair, I got it by being cunning. But it's not just my intelligence, is it? No, that stopped being the main factor last year. It would be beauty. The smart, pretty things... Yes. Happy Birthday, Momma. Hope you found what you were looking for. I love you, dahling. On a side note... You've begun a war inside of me. The trial of whom I was meant to be, who I am, and who I aspire to be. My dreams conflict with my heart, as I wake up screaming "meticulous" over and over. We ate red meat today... I can't remember the last time I did that. I sat there, my stomach doing backflips. I wasn't hungry, I haven't been hungry in a while... I wanted to get it out of me. There is a deep physical satisfaction to doing what you want. I wanted to get the meat out of my system, so I did. It reminded me of the old and crazy days. There is a raw passion I feel for you. The slightest touch of your skin against my own is a thrill unlike any other. You release a deep and passionate lust for carnal knowledge that I'm afraid to call my own. I become a monster. It's like I'm living two seperate identities. The one who goes by Val.. Valium... And the one who is taking over. Pi 10:39 PM - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 - post comment
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