Detrimental Entanglement

Phase 1.5

Nothing will ever be the same.

Here are today's numbers:
Hours of sleep: 2
Hours spent crying: 2
Times thrown up: 3
Meals eaten: 1
Friends who know: 2
Knuckles bruised: 4
Irrational, angry fits: 2
Times I've viewed your profile: 26
Times I've wished I could just change who I am: 10

I hate you so much right now, and that is the last thing I ever wanted.
I can't sleep, I'm eating even less and throwing up more.

I needed you right now... Yes, I was changing, because I'm just now coping with life. I can't do that alone.
Yet, you seem to be content... Just leaving me.

Times I've listened to "All I Ask of You" and "The Point of No Return":15

Pi

4:53 PM - Monday, March 6, 2006 - post comment

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