I sit and stare at my phone. I just sit and wait. Wishing, hoping, praying that he will call. I haven't heard from him since Monday. The news scares me and people's stupidity keeps me in complete awe. Insensitivity baffles me, and people tick me off. I am completely alone. I just need to hear his voice. I feel he is starting to fade into a memory, and I do not want that. My love for him will never die, though my thoughts are growing more depressing. Being a military wife can be so nerve-wrecking. I have been constantly on edge. My stomach is upset. I haven't even been able to focus on my job today, although I have done so well this week that I do not think they care that I am a little distracted. God, please protect my husband, my soldier. And please comfort me.

Continue to pray for our soldiers and my husband.