this is my first blog in ages, and a lot has happened.

i'd better start from the beginning

i met this really nice, cute guy called david, he was a witch and we started going out.

then a couple of days later he broke p with me to go out with this other girl.

but he couldnt stay away

a couple of days later he was back with me again, but at the same time, dating this other lass in  cambridge.

i knew about her but wasnt particulary bothered.

then he started to be a jerk, started demanding more emotionally, kept trying to tap into my power to strenghen himself.

i didnt like that so i broke up with him soon after.

meanwhile, while going out with david, i met this guy called kym, he was a satanist and had enough of his own power so he wouldnt tap into mine. 10 minutes after i broke up with david me and kym started going out. now kym was 31, but that didnt bother me. david did though, he kept wanting to get back with me saying he was in love with me, when all he was in love with was my power.

and after a while me and kym started drifting apart.

he was mad about this lass called kaleigh, a friend of mine, and i mean he really fancied her, she was all he would ever go on about. then he got a new job which meant i didnt see as much of him as i used to.

i was very depressed.

one night a big group of us went out, and for that night kym said he didnt mind  who i got off with as long as he could snog kaleigh. i said yes.

that night i eneded up snogging 3 lasses and 4 lads, including my best mate and kyms best mate.

then i ended up having sex with my friend cory, when kym was only a short distance away.

i told  kym what happened, and i broke up with him, then my life went downhill.

i started going out with this lass called rose, really cute, but she broke up with me after a day coz she didnt want to admit to her parents she was bi, so that didnt end too good, and now every guy ive found will flirt or snog me at first then turn round and say they dont want a girlfriend and my life just sucks and i dont know what to do.

i just want to cry