im stuck.

i have no idea what to do about wayne

i still cant move out

and im stuck at filling in a bloody form for huddersfield new college.

whats a girl to do?

sarah has suggested i tell wayne im lesbian, but he'll know that isnt true.

everyone is assuming im not wanting to go back out with him, but the truth is im not sure what i want.

i mean he is really the only guy to find me attractive and sure he's a bit older than me but so what?

he understands about my depression and he's okay with the witchy thing.

im never gonna find another guy that finds me attractive again, and if im with wayne i may be able to move out.

i just feel like crying.

*hugs*