as i sit here and listen to one of my favorite cd's of the hungarian band named desperado, i wonder who the heck am i. foreals i must be one strange dude to some peeps. here i am an asian but have been spending the whole week listening to hungarian, romanain, russian, korean, and japanese music. when i'm on the road i'll turn on the mexican station and listen to salsa, meringue, and reggaeton. when i'm in my bad-ass mood i'll put on some hip hop and gangsta rap. if i wanna party i'll play some techno, trance, house, or dance music. every now and then i'll rock out with hard\classic rock or metal. when i'm skateboarding of course i gotta listen to some alternative\grunge. sometimes i'll be in the mood for country, and when i want something different i'll put on some opera, instrumental, or classical. for some strange reason me and r&b just don't quite get along. believe me i try. don't get me wrong.. i can dig r&b but its really not one of my favs. i can pretty much listen to everything. same thing with watching tv and movies. even though i don't understand the language, i love foreign films. my co-workers always gives me hell cause i be watching the mexican stations. no matter what foreign country i'm in i can watch whatever is on. the strangest this i've ever done was when i was in hungary, i was watching a tibetan movie which was translated into hungarian. i'm like a sponge, i soak up everything i see and hear. lolz.. i'm just plain weird.

 oh wells... back to the hungarian music again and then a little russian. what a way to spend a saturday night. lolz... at least i'm enjoying myself at home. peace out everyone.

 i've just finished watching a british movie about a group of teens in london called "kidulthood". it's a very raw movie in its depiction of violence, sex, drugs, and the various cliques which kids belong to. a movie like that kind of makes u think about what can go on out there in the real world. this young chick was constantly bullied by other girls that she finally couldn't take it and hung herself. another chick doesnt even flinch to give a drug dealer a blowjob in front of everyone just to score some drugs and money for shopping. later on she offers to f*ck with a group of guys cause she wanted to party and even offers to take it up the ass with one of them. all of this from a 15 year old chick. it seems kids are growing up so fast nowdays. half the stuff they're exposed to wasn't available when i was growing up. u were doing good to score some alcohol and if u got ahold of weed u were the ****. to find a girl u can make out with was a huge accomplishment. i don't know how realistic the movie was but i think it was quite close to the truth. i've met some young chicks who has been exposed to way too much for their age.drugs are so easy to get that the movie also is quite credible in that aspect as well. we all read about violence every day in the newspaper and see it on the tv and movies. sometimes watching something like that really makes me feel old. it seems not so long ago i embraced that lifestyle and culture.

is this a sign that i am finally growing up?

I've just discovered a wonderful Russian singer named Alsou. Her voice is so mesmerizing that it literally touches my soul. I've pretty much spent the whole night downloading everything I could find from her. Amazingly enough almost all of her tracks are just as enjoyable to listen to as the first. Give this artist a try and you won't be disappointed.

- Chol

Here are the lyrics in Russian, unfortunately I wasn't able to locate an English translation.

Title: "Mechty"

Artist: Alsou

Я жизнь свою читала,
Читала и мечтала по руке,
По руке, по твоей руке.
Бегут куда-то люди,
Что с нами дальше будет?
Все равно, все равно
В тишине ночной голос твой
И все мои мечты - только ты.
Пр.:
Снова рассвет, новый день придет,
Ночь растает,
И никогда о тебе никто не узнает.
Так больно не бывает,
И в сердце замерзает.
Холодно, холодно, как одиноко!
Я взгляд твой забываю,
Все забываю, но как хочется,
Хочется быть с тобой,
В тишине ночной голос твой,
И все мои мечты - только ты.
Пр. (2 раза)
В тишине ночной голос твой,
И все мои мечты - только ты.
Пр

Earlier this evening i watched the new animated movie from pixar, "Cars". i read some reviews about it and heard the guy from the radio say how disappointed he was in it. i thought the premise for the movie was kinda cheesy myself. i have to say that i was happily mistaken. the movie had several nice themes and i have to admit that some parts actually brought a couple of drops of tears to my eyes. the main character was quite obnoxious in the begining and his "best friend" later on in the movie was kind of a real doofus for me. somehow it all came together and ended up being a pretty nice little film. its a nice movie and not meant only for little kids. i will have to give it two thumbs up so you guys don't think that you're too old to enjoy an animated movie every now and then

Lots of Love, Hugs, and Kisses for my poor little angel still stuck in the hospital.

Because your wonderful laughter always remind me of another happy song....

- Chol

Bridget Jones's Diary Soundtrack

Song: "Fly Me To The Moon"

Artist: Julie London

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me
Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you

Harry’s Game - Derby prepares to commemorate the 'inventor' of the hot dog

Which Englishman has made the greatest impact on the United States of America? Let’s hear it for Harry M. Stevens, eldest son of James Stevens, a blue-collar worker with the Midland Railway Locomotive in Derby!

The 150th anniversary of Harry’s birth, in 1856, is a timely reminder of his influence on popular American culture. Not to mention, an opportunity to once again pay tribute to the man who allegedly "invented" the hot dog – the world’s most popular fast food boasting historical links to Presidents, the British Royal Family, Hollywood stars and most of all, the sport of baseball. Even the legendary Babe Ruth was proud to call the man from Derby: "My second dad".

Credited, also, with designing the baseball scorecard still used to this day, and with pioneering the drinking of soda through a straw, Harry’s major claim to fame is nevertheless the way in which his name is now synonymous with the hot dog.

Born in Derby 150 years ago, Harry became a caterer in his hometown – supplying, amongst others, Normanton Barracks with milk - before immigrating with his family to Ohio in the 1880s. The entrepreneurial flair, which he put to such great effect later in life, led him to believe that he could make money from catering at large sporting events in the United States.

His early visits to baseball grounds, however, ended in personal frustration at being unable to identify visiting players, or to keep up with the action. As a result, he devised a scorecard, which could be used by the fans, and he also left space on them for advertisements. An instant success, Stevens’ scorecards have altered little to this day.

But the most popular story concerning Harry Stevens relates to a chilly April day at New York City’s Polo Ground, in 1901. By now, Stevens had the catering concession for major league baseball games, but was losing money trying to sell ice cream and cold soda. He sent out his salesmen to buy up all of the ‘dachshund’ sausages they could find, along with rolls to put them in, and encouraged his vendors to go round the ground shouting "They’re red hot. Get your dachshund sausages here".

The story continues that newspaper cartoonist Tad Dorgan, short on ideas and working to a tight deadline, drew inspiration from what he saw and drew a barking dachshund sausage nestling in a roll. Not sure how to spell "dachshund", he scrawled the words "hot dog" on his cartoon instead. The drawing became famous. So did the hot dog’s connection with baseball. And another American icon was born.

Academic and historic research may have subsequently proven that others before Stevens – from the 1st Century AD, through to vendors outside student dorms in the 1890s – had been eating, and selling, sausages in bread and buns long before Stevens’ invention. But none remain as deeply entrenched in American culture as the Derbeian’s dachshund.

And Derby itself – which is associated with the world’s first factory, some of the finest works of art in the world, a major role in the industrial revolution, the first Astronomer Royal, and the Rolls Royce engine – is rightfully proud of its links with the man whose hot dog business became a household name in America.

So whatever became of that humble snack? Millions, if not billions, later, the hot dog is still going strong, and is forever linked to both the sport of baseball and American popular culture as a whole.

It is said Babe Ruth once downed 24 of them between back-to-back games, that movie actress Marlene Dietrich described hot dogs and champagne as her favorite meal, and that Franklin D Roosevelt and his wife Eleanor thought long and hard before deciding to include hot dogs on the menu when King George VI visited New York in June 1939.

Following Harry’s death in May 1934, generations of the Stevens family maintained his traditions and developed the Harry M Stevens business into a catering giant.

In 1996, Harry’s name was once again back in the headlines, when 166 items of his baseball memorabilia were auctioned off for $385,000 in New York City. A photograph of Babe Ruth hitting his 60th home run inscribed "To my second dad Harry M Stevens from Babe Ruth December 25th 1927", was bought by a Cincinnati collector Steve Walter for $22,000.

The railroad worker's son, who took the fast track to fame and fortune in America, will be remembered in a number of ways in Derby during the 150th anniversary of his birth.

His home-town, for example, will be producing a new and timely 'Derby Sausage and Ale Trail', leading visitors on a tour of some of the most mouth-watering bangers (Sausages) and beer in Britain. Quality butchers, market traders participants at the city's popular Farmer's Markets, and real ale pubs will all be highlighted on the trail which, as well as commemorating Stevens, will also tie-in with a county-wide campaign to highlight some of Derbyshire's very best locally produced food and drink.

In addition, Derby Tourism is also planning to add some UK 'relish' to the United States' National Hotdog Day, on July 21st.

i watched 2 fairly violent japanese movies tonight, "battle royale" and "battle royale 2". intermixed with all of the senseless carnage was an underlying message of partners/friends til the end and love. partners who sticks it through until the end, no matter the consequences. all during the movie i couldn't help myself from thinking of you. am i strong enough to see it through to the end? i promised to stick by your side and to protect you. can u sleep in a bed which is not your own and among strangers? what are you thinking about as you lie there all alone? how i miss you already. how i still always worry about you. how i wish i could be there with you to take all of your fears away.

 i want to go to sleep now so that we can be together in my dreams. good night my love.

i hope she isn't scared being in a strange place surrounded by strangers. i am sure many thoughts will be running through her head about the procedure, be it real or imagined. even though she's older, she may still have the fears of a child. how i wish i was there to comfort her but since i'm not, i have to try and do the best that i can. i hope she isn't in too much pain right now even though i know the pain will only be temporary. i will gladly live with a lifetime of pain and misery if i am able to make all of her pains go away. i can't help but to worry about her. i cant stop missing her. please hurry back home safely to your family and me...

 lol. it seems the silent stretch between my blogs have been getting longer and longer. so i sit here and ask myself.... "chol.. how have u been doing"? i wish i can say that i have been having a very happy and fulfilled life, and thats why i don't have time to write anymore. the truth of the matter is.. my life kinda sucks. haha. seriously. lolz. it's amusing to me that i can actually laugh at myself. oh wells... i gotta keep it real. awhile back i wrote that my car was stolen.. well the cops re-covered it like a month ago. it was in pretty bad shape when i finally paid to get it out of impound. yes.. welcome to america where u have to pay to get back your stolen vehicle. it's been so long ago that i'm not even gonna bore anyone with the details. i have been broke as hell cause i had to buy another car while mine was stolen AND i had to pay a small fortune to get the stolen one back from impound after it was recovered. not to mention all of the ******** money i had to pay to repair the "new" used car i bought. oh yeah.. also a couple of 17" LCD monitors that i came across and just couldn't pass up on. lol. anyways... i'm finally back on track to financial stability again but then WHAM!!! my damn gallstones starts acting up and i had to take a couple of days off from work. i pride myself on coming to work everyday and am known as an ironman. i guess its been my own fault cause i have been such a naughty little boy and eating stuff i know damn well is gonna be giving me pains later on. for being such a retard i have been having pains like a mofo for the past 3 weeks straight. i pop tums like its candy til it stops being effective then i move on to heavier stuff. maalox tablets.. extra strength. tastes like eating chalk like all other antacids but u get the added benefit of having pasty powder all around ur mouth when u least expect it. i went for a whole day not knowing i been walking around with multicolored powder around my mouth looking like a clown. lolz. aint over the counter **** wonderful? hmm... afterwork i have been messing around with my computers downloading movies, music, programs.... anything i can get my grubby little hands on to pirate. lolz. i have been such a baddd, baddd boy. so basically i have really been doing nothing. i have my laptop going 24/7 downloading stuff and then when the hard disk is filled up i transfer the data to my desktop where i burn it onto a DVD. i'm averaging like 4 gigs of data a DAY. lolz. don't ask.. don't tell. haha.

 this is getting wayyyyy too long and boring so let me end this with a shout out to my love. everyone stay cool, get outdoors and enjoy the fresh air, and take care of each other.

until next time... have a wonderful day!