Venting 24/7

what now

i have depression and not afraid to tell anyone this. it is nothing to be ashamed up. It is a chemical imbalance and the only thing that i can do to help is take my meds. It is not the devil enhabiting my soul as some have told me, or memories that my soul have had in the pass which the only way to get rid of depression is to hook myslef up to electrods. All of this is just ********, i have depression because my pain has a chemical imbalance that has never been capable of knowing why. I need people to understand this, not tell it is al in my head, becuase it really does excist and it really is hard for me to get over it and be "happy" as usual.

Elliotte Spencer