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Up Against The Wall

It's over
Look out below
And I'm wasted, I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now
And breathe it out
The forecast, a car crash
It's looking like another...

Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all


No rewinds
No second times
And I won't break, I won't waste
Everything you left behind
So don't follow
Just let it go
The weather's, been better
Don't let it be another...

Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all


All the nights you spent sitting nowhere out there on your own
All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone
And all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess
And all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications led to this

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved...


And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
(Never loved at all)


Beating Heart Baby

(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of you heart, baby

You, you want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cause you don't know what you do to me


Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of your heart, baby

(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
Your beating heart baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby

[Boy], you really got your hold on me
[Boy], you really got your hold on me
[Boy], you gotta get away from me
Cause you want nothing to do with me


Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart, baby
The beating of your heart, baby

(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
Your beating heart baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah


You, you want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby
The beating of your heart, baby

(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby

(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
Your beating heart baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby



Learning To Fall

Today's the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content, it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface, in sight

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me

Don't try this at home
Pretend you don't see
I don't want to know that you know
It should have been me

Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind
Oh, I'm uninvited
So unrequited now

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me

Don't try this at home
Pretend you don't see
I don't want to know that you know
it should have been me

Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me

Today's the day
The worst day of my life


I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me

Don't try this at home
Pretend you don't see
I don't want to know that you know
It should have been me

(Whoa) I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
(Whoa) Don't try this at home, You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
(Whoa) I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
(Whoa) Don't try this at home, You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me



Rainy Monday

I don't mind
You're someone that ain't mine
But someone that I'll get
And you don't know how
Hard I've tried
To convince myself that I
Can easily forget

But you left this feeling
Here inside me
One that never fails to find me

On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
Like the days of summer
On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
In the hopes of one day

I won't lie
I still can't say that I
Admit we went too far
And you won't see me change my mind
But I really wish that I
Could forget the way you are

But you left this feeling here inside me
The battle in my mind still fights me


On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
Like the days of summer
On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
In the hopes of one day

I can see that you're not beside me
But I still feel you shine inside of me

On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
Like the days of summer
On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
In the hopes of one day

On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
Like the days of summer
On a rainy Monday
I feel it inside me
In the hopes of one day


Posted: 6:34 AM, August 16, 2007
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My Depth Perception Must Be Off Again

Always
Saliva

I hear a voice say, "don't be so blind"
It's telling me all these things
That you would probably hide
Am I your one and only desire
Am I the reason you breathe
Or am I the reason you cry

Always [6x]
I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take any more this life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you

I feel like you don't want me around
I guess I'll pack all my things
I guess I'll see you around
It's all been bottled up until now
As I walk out your door
All I can hear is the sound

Always [6x]
I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take any more this life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you

I love you, I hate you
I can't live without you

I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart?

Always [4x]

I see the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel more like a man?
Was it all just a part of your plan?
The pistols shakin' in my hands
And all I hear is the sound

I love you, I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take any more this life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now i'm done with you

I love you, I hate you
I can't live without you
I love you, I hate you
I can't live without you
I just can't take any more this life of solitude
I'll pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you
Always [3x]

Rest In Pieces
Saliva

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You looked so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled
Before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away?
And let me rest in pieces
(Let me rest in pieces)

[2x]
Pieces

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away?
And let me rest in pieces
(Let me rest in pieces)
[5x]


Posted: 8:07 PM, June 21, 2007
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Are You Dreaming Of Me?

Congratulations
by, Blue October
(feat. Imogen Heap)

Is that seat taken?
Congratulations
Would you like to take a walk with me?

My mind it kind of goes fast
I try to slow it down for you
I think I'd love to take a drive
I want to give you something
I've been wanting to give to you for years
My heart

My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me.. hu hu hu hu
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me.. hu hu hu hu

I came to see the light in my best friend
You seemed as happy as you'd ever been
My chance of being open was broken
And now you're Mrs. Him

My words they don't come out right
But I'll try to say I'm happy for you
I think I'm going to take that drive
I want to give you something
I have wanted to give to you for years
My heart

My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me.. hu hu hu hu
My heart
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me.. hu hu hu hu

And I can't change this
I can never take it back
But now I can't change your mind
(You left me)
And I can't this
I can never take this back
But now I can't change your mind
Can't change your mind
Can't change your mind
(You left me)
(You left me)
(You left me)

Go away
Make it go away
Please.


Calling You
by Blue October

There's something I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away

Well expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile?

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping are you're dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost it's sway
It's so hard sometimes
Then I fell in love with you
Then came you
And you took that away
It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave and send them back to you

I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile?

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping are you're dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me
[3x]



Into The Ocean
by, Blue October

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life that's sadly stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
Be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jets, I'm sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all

[Zayra:]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into space
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
I thought of just your face

<3


Posted: 11:28 PM, March 8, 2007
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She Says It All As She's Pressed Up Against Me

+ 44 Lyrics...devin got me hooked...i cant get enough of When Your Heart Stops Beating...

 

Lycanthrope

I wake up at the end of a long, dark, lonely year
It's bringing out the worst in me
I hear your voice start breaking in fear
When the lights go down

And I still feel you looking over my shoulder
Your sinking guilt and approaching nightmare
And I know none of us will survive
Because I know everything

Alright

And my dear I need you to move a little faster
This second counts as the rest of your life
Your final word and an itchy finger
And then it's taken away

And we'll be beaten down without mercy or meaning
I turn my face to a careless skyline
I'm searching hard for a sign from heaven
But they've forgotten me here

You can just stop talking, I get it
I hear your silence loud and clear
I know it's barely a thought but it'll see us through
I'm only setting you free so just let it happen
Just let it happen, no need to fear
Yeah you can just stop talking, I get it

Sex, f*ck, and fluorescent lighting
A hollow point on an angry bullet
We're on the teeth of a crocodile
We're in the mouth of the gun

And sometimes at night I feel I'm just a broken vessel
An instrument with a darker purpose
I'm at the throat of the young and the helpless
Because they've got nothing to say

So you can just stop talking, I get it
I hear your silence loud and clear
I know it's barely a thought but it'll see us through
I'm only setting you free so just let it happen
Just let it happen, no need to fear
Yeah you can just stop talking, I get it

Baby, Come On

She's a pretty girl
She's always falling down
And I think I just fell in love with her
But she will never remember, remember

And I can always find her
At the bottom of a plastic cup
Drowning in drunk sincerity
A sad and lonely girl

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby, come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

And she said, I think we're running out of alcohol
Tonight I hate this ******* town
And all my best friends will be the death of me
And they won't ever remember, remember

So please take me far away
Before I'm melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me
You sad and lonely girl

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby, come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby, come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out
Isn't there something familiar about me?
Quit crying your eyes out
The past is only the future with the lights on
So quit crying your eyes out, baby

When Your Heart Stops Beating

Turn it up I never wanna go home
I only wanna be part of your breakdown
She got caught by the four on the floor
It picked her up and she'll never get let down

And now I can't stop thinking about it
All you people at the top don't know nothing about it
We don't give a **** what the price is
So just leave us to our own devices and we'll leave you alone

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away

She says it all without a thought in her head
She says it all and she's pressed up against me
A little something just to take off the edge
A little more and I'll fall of the planet entirely

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away

When we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
(I'll be there when your heart stops beating)
When we both get carried away
(In the dark when there's no one listening)
When we both get carried away

Little Death

Please sleep, my darling, sleep
Your cry for inspiration
Never reaches ears on distant stars
And every night our lonely planet
Slides across the universe
And I won't pretend I understand

Please sleep, my darling, sleep
Your death by information
Won't disturb the peace on distant stars
And even when you lock the doors
And slide behind the unlit shades
None of us are strangers anymore

Fall asleep with the windows open
Come to me with the worst you've said and done
You'll close your eyes and see me
A little death makes life more meaningful
I stand no chance at all

Please, sleep my darling, sleep
Your car crash in slow motion
Won't upset the pace on distant stars
And one by one the years of our lives
Stumble as the moments pass
So please hold on, so please hold on

So fall asleep with the windows open
Come to me with the worst you've said and done
You'll close your eyes and see me
A little death makes life more meaningful
I stand no chance at all

Please, sleep my darling, sleep
Please, sleep my darling, sleep

So fall asleep with the windows open
Come to me with the worst you've said and done
You'll close your eyes and see me
A little death makes life more meaningful
I stand no chance at all

155

Love
This is getting harder
And I can't seem to pick you out of the crowd
But you my dear
Have been discovered a liar (a liar)
And I'm afraid that this is building up for far too long (far too long)

And this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Even though it's the last time

Love
This is getting the best of me
And truth be told, you were the start of it all
Now you my dear might end up lonely (lonely)
Before you go there's something you should know (You should know)

And this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Even though it's the last time.

This is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Please, let's not speak, don't breathe a word
Even though it's the last time

Please, let's not speak, don't breathe a word
Even though it's the last time

Lillian

The place I used to live, made me feel like a tourist
I couldn't coexist with the cold and suspicious
When the last remaining light was starting to filter
It seemed the perfect time to step into the future

Your heart is no grave to be perfectly honest
Your mouth's a smoking gun
And you smile while your twisting the knife in my stomach
Until everything is gone
Take all you can from me
I've got weak constitution
I'm led so easily
So easily

I left it all behind, in the dead of last winter
I left it all behind, but the question still lingers
So long forgotten friends, no, you don't know the difference
Between love and submission, and I'm not that obedient

Your heart is no grave to be perfectly honest
Your mouth's a smoking gun
And you smile while your twisting the knife in my stomach
Until everything is gone
Take all you can from me
I've got weak constitution
I'm led so easily
So easily

And she's trying to sleep it off
With her head on my shoulder
And I'm trying to keep it out
Of my thoughts when I hold her (Take all you can from me)
And I'm trying to sleep it off
With her head on my shoulder (I'm led so easily)
And I'm trying to figure out
Of my thoughts when I hold her

Your heart is no grave to be perfectly honest
Your mouth's a smoking gun
And you smile while your twisting the knife in my stomach
Until everything is gone
Take all you can from me
I've got weak constitution
I'm led so easily
So easily

Cliff Diving

Hey silly girl, I think I've got a thing for you
From late nights while driving in this stolen car
The years we wasted living in this desert town
Haven't broken up so far

Hot afternoons we climb on to the neighbor's house
Breathed deep, and jumped into a waiting sky
Our bare feet were framed on the horizon
I felt the future in your eyes

It was a promise of summer
We sealed it with a kiss
This time I'll do things proper
How did it get to this?

Dear you, tonight lets get ahead of ourselves
Cause now, I barely can remember
Yesterday stretched on for so long
Tomorrow feels like forever

My God, you know how much I needed this
These days are filled with such disaster
Sometimes I think that life will never be the same
Sometimes I think that's answer

And she said

Here comes the promise of summer
Let's seal it with a kiss
This time I'll do things proper
How did we get to this?

Here comes the promise of summer
Let's seal it with a kiss
This time I'll do things proper
How did we get to this?

Here comes the promise of summer
Let's seal it with a kiss
This time I'll do things proper
How did we get to this?

Here comes the promise of summer
Let's seal it with a kiss
This time I'll do things proper
How did we get to this?

Here comes the promise of summer
(Let's seal it with a kiss)
(Let's seal it with a kiss)
(Let's seal it with a kiss)
Here comes the promise of summer
How did it get to this?

Weatherman

So you think you've been through it all
But I can't help but wonder now
Yesterday I found my worst regret
I'll hide it away so no one ever knows

I'm dying...
I'm trying to leave

Let me slip away, I'm barely holding on
Every now and then I feel the end of us

I never meant to say I'm sorry
And I'm not sad to see you go
We're human shapes burned on concrete walls
These days the sun don't shine here anymore

I'm dying... (I find it pulling at me, a sea of troubles drowning)
I'm trying to leave (It's such a shame to feel you drifting)

Let me slip away, I'm barely holding on
Every now and then I feel the end of us
I love the way you breathe inside my head
But something's gotta change, I'm barely holding on

Let me slip away, I'm barely holding on
Every now and then I feel the end of us
I love the way you breathe inside my head
But something's gotta change, I'm barely holding on
Let me slip away, I'm barely holding on (I find it pulling at me, a sea of troubles drowning)
Every now and then I feel the end of us (It's such a shame to feel you drifting)
I love the way you breathe inside my head (I find it pulling at me, a sea of troubles drowning)
But something's gotta change, I'm barely holding on (It's such a shame to feel you drifting)

I'm barely holding on
I'm barely holding on

No, It Isn't

Please understand
This isn’t just goodbye
This is I can’t stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean,
It rises all around me and now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces will choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
I cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I’m pushed into the deep end

I listen to you talk
But talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak

So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I’m empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let’s slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand
This isn’t just goodbye
This is I can’t stand you

Make You Smile

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the Sun shining in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway

The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night
I couldn't feel you, your always too far away

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the DJ

The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night
I couldn't feel you, your always too far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while

The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
The next time you see me, I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night,
I couldn't feel you, your always too far away

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while

I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while

Chapter XIII

And my heart hangs from this noose
Like your footsteps in crowded rooms
Filled with sweet scents of autumn blooms
Is this what you imagined?

Catch a glimpse from her empty stare
Hidden eyes behind her auburn hair
Catch my breath for the smoke to clear
And it's just as it should be

My best laid plans
Will build and break your heart
Her guilty hands
Tear my whole world apart
My mind keeps racing
She's softly dreaming
I'm scraped and sober
But there's no one listening

And we'll wake up in vacant rooms
Pull you close to my aching skin
Broken glass on the porcelain
Is this what you imagined?

We'll forget what we used to say
And our lives won't mean anything
Pull me close as I drift away
And it's just as it should be

My best laid plans
Will build and break your heart
Her guilty hands
Tear my whole world apart
My mind keeps racing
She's softly dreaming
I'm scraped and sober
But there's no one listening

And we'll both take our revenge
But we still don't feel any better
And we'll both take our revenge
But we still don't feel any better

And we'll both take our revenge
But we still don't feel any better
And we'll both take our revenge
But we still don't feel any better
And we'll both take our revenge
But we still don't feel any better
And we'll both take our revenge
But we still don't feel any better

I'm scraped and sober, but there's no one listening
I'm scraped and sober, but there's no one listening
I'm scraped and sober, but there's no one listening (feel any better)
I'm scraped and sober, but there's no one listening to me at all


Posted: 8:04 PM, January 1, 2007
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Even If Saving You Sends Me To Heaven...

Here (In Your Arms)

by Hellogoodbye

 

I like where we are
When we drive in your car
I like where we are
Here

Cause our lips can touch
And our cheeks can brush
Our lips can touch
Here
 
Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers, "hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I can be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep
When you sleep next to me
I like where you sleep
Here
 
Our lips can touch
And our cheeks can brush
Cause our lips can touch
Here

Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers, "hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I can be but here in your arms
 
Our lips can touch
Our lips can touch
Here
 
Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers, "hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I can be but here in your arms
 
Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers, "hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I can be but here in your arms
 
 
Face Down
by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
 
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my hand
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down

I see the way you go and say you're right again
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has


One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has

Face down in the dirt she says
This doesn't hurt she says
I finally had enough
 
Face down in the dirt she says
This doesn't hurt she says
I finally had enough
 
 
Your Guardian Angel
by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
 
When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Its ok, Its ok, Its ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[repeat till fade]

Posted: 1:52 AM, October 6, 2006
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A Walk Outside

by The Evening News
 
Let's take a walk outside.
Just you and me for an on-foot ride.
Follow me I'll lead the way,
We can talk all night, sleep all of the day.
If you're cold you can have my coat.
It will keep you warm on this icy road.
If you're sad I'll be there for you.

It's hard to find the words to say,
What my heart wants to convey.
I wish it was easy to say...

The truth is you strengthen me.
You lift me up high above the trees.
I'm floating when I'm with you,
You're the one for me, yes I know it's true.
You're the ground I'm planted on.
Without you I'd be long, long gone.
You're always by my side

It's hard to find the words to say,
What my heart wants to convey.
I wish it was easy to say...

Yeah.
Oh no...
 
 
...The Evening News are a local band. i heart their sound. it's so the perfect song to fall asleep to. <3

Posted: 3:49 PM, August 13, 2006
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If I Just Lay Here...

new favorite song...

 

Chasing Cars

Snow Patrol

 

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


Posted: 11:43 PM, July 22, 2006
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Tampons, Baked Goods, And Syphilis

Grey's Anatomy - Season 1

love cristina, george, and bailey...

pink = favorites

 

1 - A Hard Days Night

 

George: Maybe I should have gone into geriatrics. No one minds when you kill an old person.
Cristina: Surgrey's hot. It's the marines. It's macho. It's hostile. It's hardcore. Geriatrics is for freaks who live with their mothers and never have sex.
George: I've got to get my own place.

 

Cristina: You should get some sleep you look like crap.
Meredith: I look better than you.
Cristina: Not possible.

 

2 - The First Cut Is The Deepest

 

Burke: Anything you say in the next 30 seconds is free starting right now.
Bailey (beat): I think you’re cocky. Arrogant. Bossy and pushy. You also have a God complex and don’t think of anybody but your damn self.
Burke: But I--

Bailey: But wait! I still have 23 seconds and I’m not done.

 

George: You know what you need? (Raises his eyebrows at her)
Meredith: No. It’s sick and twisted. We said last time was the last time. (George makes a guilty face) You've been doing it without me?
George: Nancy Reagan lied. You can't just say no. C’mon.
Meredith: You know what would happen if anyone knew?
George: I'm doing it. You can come with me or you can stay here and be miserable. (Scene goes to newborn babies and George is baby talking at the babies) Look at you! You’re so cute with your little yellow hat--
Meredith (laughs): You are such a woman.

 

(During surgrey with the rapist who had his penis bitten off by the girl he raped)
Cristina: Not to mention he'll never be able to have sex again.
Meredith: Oh, too bad.
Cristina: Shame.
Bailey: Let's all take
a moment to grieve. (quickly) Clamp.

 

Bailey (to Cristina): An intern was reassigned so he's mine now. Have him shadow you for the day, show him how I do things.
Alex: Alex Karev, nice to meet you.
Cristina: The pig who called Meredith a nurse. I hate you on principle.
Alex: And you're the pushy, overbearing kiss ass. I hate you too.
Cristina: Oh, this should be fun then.

 

Bailey(To Interns): Every intern wants to perform their first surgery. That's not your job. Do you know what your job is? To make your resident happy. Do I look happy? No! Why? Because my interns are whiny. You know what will make me look happy? Having the code team staffed, having the trauma pages answered, having the weekend labs delivered and having someone down in the pit doing the sutures. No one holds a scalpel until I'm so happy I'm Mary Freaking Poppins.

 

Meredith (Voiceover): Barriers don't keep others out. They fence you in.

 

Derek (to a patient and rapist whose victim bit off his penis): I have good new and bad news. The good news is that we managed to stop the bleeding. The bad news is that we gave your penis to the cops. Have a nice life.

 

3 - Winning A Battle, Losing The War

 

Meredith: They're everywhere. All the time. Izzie's all perky and George does this where he's helpful and considerate. They share food, and they say things, and they move things, and they breathe. Ugh, they're, like, happy.
Cristina: Kick them out.
Meredith: I can't kick them out, they just moved in. I asked them to move in.

Cristina: So what, you're just going to repress everything in some deep, dark, twisted place until one day you snap and you kill them?
Meredith: Yep.
Cristina: That's why we're friends.

 

Meredith: You're just pissed that two women got the harvest.
Alex: I'm just pissed that anyone except me got the harvest. Boobs in no way factor into this. Unless you want to show me yours.
Meredith: I'm going to become a lesbian.
Cristina: Me too.

 

Izzie: You did good George.
George: I'm going to have to dodge Burke for the rest of my career. He could kill me and make it look like an accident.

 

Burke(to Cristina and Meredith): This is a men's room, unless your going to whip one out I suggest you leave.

 

Cristina: It's like candy, but with blood, which is SO much better.

 

Bailey: Fools on bikes killing themselves....Natural selection is what it is.

 

4 - No Man's Land

 

George: I don't think you understand. Me - gonads! You - ovaries!
Izzie: Oh, that reminds me. We are out of tampons.
George: You're parading through the bathroom in your underwear, while I'm naked in the shower!
Izzie: Will you add it to your list, please?
George: What?
Izzie: Tampons!
Meredith: To the list. It's your turn.

George I am a man! I don't buy girl products. I don't want to see you walking in while I'm in the shower. And I don't wanna see you in your underwear!
Izzie: It doesn't bother me, okay? Look at me in my underwear, George. Take your time, it's no big deal.

 

Izzie: (standing in the bathroom, outside the shower, where George is, looking for tampons) Tampons, tampons. I reminded you before you went.
George: I forgot when I got there.
Izzie: No. (she opens the shower door) No, you were so passive aggressive!
George: Naked! I am naked in the shower!
Izzie: (closes the shower door) Just tampons, George! I really needed tampons. God!

(Meredith enters the bathroom)
Izzie: I'm not riding in the same car as him.
Meredith: (looks at Izzie, who is standing in her underwear) Unless you're going like that, you're not riding with me either. Where are the tampons?
Izzie: He didn't buy them.
Meredith: (to George) You didn't buy them?

George: Men don't buy tampons!
Izzie: (opens the shower door again, and George falls over) You know what? You're gonna have to get over the whole man thing, George! We're women! We have vaginas! Get used to it!
(she walks out of the bathroom, leaving George lying on the floor of the shower)

George: I am not your sister!
(he slams the shower door)

 

George: There needs to be some rules.
Meredith: So, what we can walk around in our underwear on alternate Tuesdays? Or you could see bras, but not panties? Or are you talking Amish rules? Because if you think you're gonna get Izzie to cover herself...
George: The amount of flesh exposed is not the point. You have to do something, it's your house.
Meredith: It's my mother's house.
George: Meredith!
Meredith: Do you like Izzie? Is that was this is about? You have a crush on Izzie?
George: Izzie? No! I don't like Izzie. Izzie? No! She's not the one I'm attracted to.
Meredith: Not the one. So there's a one?
George: Look, there just have to be some rules.

 

Alex: Morning, Dr. Model.
Izzie: Dr. Evil Spawn.
Alex: (he sees a tattoo on her lower stomach) Ooooh, nice tat. Do they airbrush that out for the catalogs?
Izzie: I don't know. What do they do for the 666 on your skull.

 

5 - Shake Your Groove Thing

 

(Meredith, George, and Cristina are drunk after the party)

Hank (Appearing in the doorway): Is, uh, Izzie Stevens...
Cristina: You must be Hank... he's very large and hockey-like. No, Izzie's not here right now.
George: You and Izzie will give birth to very tall blonde people. Kinda like Barbies.

 

Izzie: (coming home to see Meredith drunk at the party) Holy Mother of Destruction...

 

6 - If Tomorrow Never Comes

 

(About Alex)
Cristina: If I stab this fork into his thigh will I get in trouble?
Meredith: You have to make it look like an accident
.

 

Izzie (regarding Meredith): Life is short George. Do you really want to die before you ever ask her out?
George: I do not
want to ask her out.
Izzie: Do you really want to die a liar?
George: I'm not a... I'm not dying!

 

7 - The Self Destruct Button

 

Izzie: If you wait a few minutes you can have a piece of cake. Baked it chock-full of love, actually chock-full of unrelenting, all-consuming rage and hostility, but still tasty.

 

Meredith: I hate you! (She takes slice of cake from Izzie) And I hate your cake!
Izzie: No, no, the cake is good.

 

Meredith(voiceover): Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know, maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.

 

8 - Save Me

 

Meredith(voiceover): It's not so important that it's happy ever after. Just that it's happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And, once in a while, people will even take your breath away.

 

Mr. Duff: They're not seizures! I'm psychic!
Cristina: Sure you are and I'm a chicken.

 

9 - Who's Zoomin' Who?

 

Meredith: So just for the record, you’d tell me if I need to get tested, right?
Derek: You think I have syphilis?
Meredith: No. I mean we never made any rules or anything…we never said we had rules and I wouldn’t hold it against you.
Derek: When would I have time to go out and get syphilis? You’re a handful enough as it is. And besides we’re practically a condom ad.
Meredith: But no more glow-in-the-dark ones.
Derek: You see? There’s nothing to worry about. Maybe we should make some rules.
Meredith: We should.
Derek: Ok.
Meredith: Ok.
Derek: Just for the record…I like the glow-in-the-dark ones.
Meredith (laughs): I bet you do.

 

Derek: How goes our special super secret silent sunset surgery? I've been practicing that.
Bailey: You have too much time on your hands.

 

(George is in the bathroom, locked in and Izzie wants to take a shower)
Izzie (Knocking on the door): George. You locked the door I need to take a shower.
George: Uh..uh, I'll be out in a minute.
Izzie: What are you doing in there?
George: It's private!
Izzie: Oh! Oh, god, I get it. I'm sorry.(smirks) I didn't mean to interrupt.
George: No, it's not that.
Izzie: It's ok. Take your time.
George: I am not doing what you think I'm doing.
Izzie (laughs softly): You know what there really isn't a need to explain you just...finish.
George: No...I'm coming. I'm coming out!(Izzie laughs)

 

(After he comes out of the bathroom)
Izzie: There's no reason to be ashamed. It's normal, healthy even.
George: I am not ashamed. 'Cause I wasn't doing anything. I don't have to. I have a girlfriend.
Izzie: An imaginary girlfriend?
George: An actual girlfriend.
Izzie: You know what? It's no big deal, you don't have to lie. I get it. You have needs.
(Meredith opens the door Izzie was leaning against)

Meredith: What is going on out here?
Izzie & George: Nothing.
(George walks away)

Izzie(To Meredith): He's freaked out because I caught him playing with little Jimmy and the twins.
George(Turns around): I have a girlfriend. (Walks away)

Izzie: Ok. (laughs)
Derek(Appearing from Meredith's bedroom): It sounds like fun out here.

 

George: Are you sure you know what you're doing?
Alex: It's a shot of penicillin George. Be grateful that I am doing this. I've already seen more of you than I ever wanted to. I'll fight the nightmares for a week.
George: Ok. You know what? Forget this.
Alex: Do you want to get rid of the syph or not? Then shut up and drop it.
George (Whispers) Can't believe I'm doing this. (Meredith pulls back curtain) Meredith! Go away!
Meredith: Oh George. I thought you could use some moral support.
George: No. No moral support. I'm indisposed here!
Meredith: George. It's not a big deal. And you have a cute butt.
Alex: I have a cute butt too. Wanna see?
Meredith: Oh get out you're doing it wrong.
Alex (hands her the syringe): Be my guest.
George: Wha- Alex. Alex! Wha-? (Alex leaves) Hey!
Izzie (pulls back curtain): Oh. What are we doing here?
George: Breaking George's spirit.

Meredith: Curing George's syph.
George: I don't like needles.
Meredith: Good thing you became a doctor. Other side.
Cristina: Izzie?
Izzie: Yeah.
Cristina: Mr. Franklin's procedure's been scheduled for after lunch--(pulls back curtain)
George: No. No!
Cristina: Oh what are we doing?
Izzie: We are saving George from a future of festering sores and insanity.
Cristina: Cute butt.
George: I spent hours, days...years imagining myself half naked in a room with three women. The reality is so much better.

Cristina: I think he's gonna cry!

 

Meredith: The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they're out in the open... And once your secrets are out in the open, you don't have to hide behind them anymore.... The problem with secrets is even when you think you're in control... You're not.


Posted: 4:38 PM, July 18, 2006
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Turkeys, Satan, And Stupid Boy Penises

Grey's Anatomy - Season 2

(episodes 10 -19)

 

10 - Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head

 

Derek: I’m well aware of his recovery time. I’m the one who operated on him, remember?
Burke: I do, you operated, he survived, and he chose me to take over while he recruited your wife.
Derek: Clearly he has brain damage.

 

Webber: O'Malley, yell at me again and I'll snap you like a small twig.
George: Yes, sir.

 

(After he overhears Cristina call Derek "McDreamy", a little later, he asks Bailey about it)
Burke: Who is Dr. McDreamy?
Bailey (Takes a long stare at Derek): I'm Dr. McDreamy. I'm tall, I'm handsome, I like to lean against things, ponder the difficulties of datin' beautiful women... I'm trying to be a surgeon here!

 

(After George punched Alex because Alex gave Olivia syphillis and she gave it to George and Alex has a black eye)
Izzie: You had it coming.
Alex: The dude punches like my sister.
Izzie: Oh, so, by your definition then, you got beat up by a girl.

 

(After Webber tells George to be his eyes and ears)
George: (talking to himself) Oh, hi, chief. Nope, not much going on, well, other than your intern chief making out with my friend in the stairwell, but hey... sponge duty sucks.
Meredith: (walks up beside him) Talking to yourself now?
George: Yes. No. (pause) Damn it. I'm a bad sponge. A leaky sponge. I'm gonna leak all the wrong secrets. I'm a bad liar. I can't even lie about talking to myself. You look nice today.
Meredith: I wore my new lip gloss because my ex-boyfriend's wife looks like Isabelle freakin' Rossellini and I'm like...me. I'm trying to out do her when she's the victim here, how crazy is that?
George: Not crazy you know, smart, lips gloss you know prevents chapped lips. Y--you--w-was that ex-boyfriend?
Meredith: I am an evil mistress.
George: But still... you look nice.
Meredith: Thanks. What are you doing here?
George: Well...uh--
Meredith: Come on, O'Malley, out with it.
George: Well, could you think of any reason, any reason at all why Cristina would be kissing Burke?

 

Meredith: Lets play a game of whose life sucks the most. I'll win. I always win.
Cristina: You don't wanna play with me.
Meredith: Oh, I do. I'll even go first. Derek is married.
(George spits his beer out)
Cristina: George, beer is dripping from your nostrils.
(He walks off to the bathroom)
Meredith: Told ya I'd win.

Cristina: No, you didn't win.
Meredith: Did you hear me? I said Derek is married, as in pig-headed adulterous liar married. Nothing you could say could top that.
Cristina: I'm pregnant. I win.

 

Meredith: I am this close to getting in my car and running you down in the parking lot.

 

Meredith: After all this time, all your warnings about me sleeping with my boss and you're doing the same exact thing.
Cristina: Oh, it's not the same thing.
Meredith: It's the exact same!
Cristina: No, it's not. You and McDreamy are in a relationship.
Meredith: And you and Burke are in?
Cristina: Switzerland. It's very neutral there and they make very nice watches.

 

Meredith: You're sleeping with someone?
George: What? Who?
Cristina: Why is that such a shock? Even George managed to get some action.
George: Correction, George got some syphilis.

 

George: You know Joe?
Bailey: Oh, yeah. I
was the only female intern my year. I didn't know anybody and nobody knew me except Joe. He knew me.
George: Oh, so you and Joe
?
Bailey: All you people ever think about is how to get into somebody's pants. You nasty. (She slaps him, and Izzie laughs) That's why you got syphilis.

 

(Meredith puts her arm around Cristina)
Cristina: You realize this constitutes hugging?
Meredith: Shut up...I'm your person.

 

11 - Enough Is Enough (No More Tears)

 

Cristina (About Judy Dolls) I dissected them, cut off their arms, shaved their heads.
Alex: Sounds like there is a second twisted story behind this...
Cristina: They are sexist, distorted, devil toys creating unrealistic image expectations in the porn driven minds of men.
Bailey: Swallow a bitter pill this morning, Yang? They're dolls!

 

(After seeing Derek and Burke argue)
Cristina (To Meredith): Mine's bigger than yours.
Alex: Whip it out, I'll measure.
Cristina: Shut up, Alex.

 

(Meredith is lying on the bathroom floor and Cristina is lying in the bathtub)
Meredith: It's not us, it's them, them and their stupid boy...penises! They didn't tell me they had a wife, they gave me absolutely no warning that they were gonna break up with you.
Cristina: It's not that Burke broke up with me. It's how he broke up with me. Like it's business, like it's a business transacti--like he's the boss of me.
Meredith: He is the boss of you.
Cristina: What's worse is that I care.
Meredith: I'm gonna throw up again.(Rushes over to the toilet on her knees, and Cristina shuts the shower door) No, wait...false alarm.(Cristina opens the shower door again)

Cristina: The problem is estrogen.
Meredith: No, the problem is tequila.
Cristina: You know, I used to be all business, then he goes and gets me pregnant.
Meredith: With the stupid boy penis.
Cristina: Ugh, now I'm having hormone surges! He ruined me, I'm ruined. He turned me into this fat stupid pregnant girl, who cares. Estrogen.
Meredith: Penises.(Izzie and George walk in the bathroom) Penises, Izzie.
Cristina: Estrogen, George.

(She holds out a cup and Izzie puts water in it)
George(To Izzie): Okay. What'd I miss?
Izzie: I came home to full out vomit drama. Apparently, she dumped Derek. And her, she's been sleeping with Burke.
George: I knew that. (turns to Meredith) So, you really broke up with Shepherd?
Meredith: I feel empty.

Izzie: Yeah, two hours of vomiting will do that to ya.
Meredith: No, I feel empty.
Cristina: You're lucky, I feel pissed off.

 

Bailey: If they're dead or dying when they come through those doors, you hump and hump hard, why?
George: For the expierence.
Bailey: Ah, no, what else, there's something more.(He doesn't answer) And you think on that, you'll get it, it'll come to you.
(Later)
George: Why do we hump on every dead or dying patient that comes through those doors?
Olivia: Experience?
George: So we can tell their family that we did everything we could.

 

Cristina: When we're feeling emotional sometimes it's hard to keep a level head and consider all the facts.

 

12 - Make Me Lose Control

 

Bailey: You have a problem?
Izzie: No.
Bailey: You have a mocha-latte?
Izzie: No
.
Bailey: Then go away.

 

Bailey: Izzie, the Dr. Shepherds need an intern up in NICU.
Izzie: Wait, both of them? Together? And me by myself...w-with the two married people, who hate each other?
Bailey: Go! Cristina, you're on the thoracotomy.
Cristina: Oh, with Burke? I can't have the hateful married couple instead?

 

Derek: Nice hat.
Richard: Shut up.
Derek: What are you doin' here?
Richard: I'm going back to work.
Derek: You're not cleared for surgery.
Richard: Leave me alone, Derek. I've been sitting home for a week watching Oprah give away things on T.V. Oprah, Derek! You clear me now or I'll hurt you.
Derek: If you want me to clear you, you should have thought about that before you gave chief to Burke. And before you invited Satan to Seattle.
Richard: Satan?
(Addison gets in the evelvator)
Addison: Good morning. Richard, I like the hat.
Derek (addressing Dr. Webber): Satan speaks.
Addison: Actually, I prefer to be called Ruler of All That Is Evil.(Richard laughs) But I will answer to Satan.

 

Alex: You could talk, you know if you need to.
Meredith: I'm fine.
Alex: You've said that word so many times today, it doesn't even sound like a word anymore. I'm just saying you can talk to me cause, you know, even if I repeat every word you say no one around here likes me - they'd just call me a liar and move on.
Meredith: Izzie likes you. (smiles) You're blushing.
Alex: Shut up.

 

(Cristina and Meredith are jogging in the park.)
Cristina: (breathing heavily) Oh, you're stupid. Oh, god, you're stupid evil sadist, and I wanna kill you.
Meredith: Endorphins are good. Endorphins are mood elevators. This is supposed to make us feel better.
Cristina: Do you feel better?
(Cristina stops running and Meredith runs circles around her.)
Cristina: Slutty mistress.
Meredith Pregnant whore.
Cristina: Sleeping with our bosses was a great idea!
(Meredith stops running now.)
Meredith: You know what's ruined for me?

Cristina: Huh?
Meredith: Ferry boats. I used to love ferry boats. Derek's got a thing for ferry boats, and now every time I see a freakin' ferry boat--
Cristina: You know what's ruined for me? Coronary artery and aortic aneurysms. God, I used to love aortic aneurysms.
(They lie down on the ground.)

Meredith: Have you cried yet?
Cristina: Hello! Do you think we'd feel better if we cry? You know just like let it out.
Meredith: Probably, yeah.
Cristina: Do you want to cry now?
Meredith: No!
Cristina: Ok, let's--let's jog.
(They don't get up from the ground.)