weekend

Posted on May. 21, 2006 at 19:57 - Post Comment

I seldom write about the weekends but this time i want to change this.

Saturday

Half of the day i spent in the hospital going through lots of procedures trying to find out what was wrong with me and why i have so strong pains so often. The results of all these tests were not very positive though... like my doctor said "no worries, dear, medicine can cure everything"... the results were like a shock for me but i tried to find a positive side here - now i know what i have and i can get enough care and hope for positive results in the future... the second half of the day i can hardly remember because i still was in a state like shock or stress or something else...i know this is not that bad... but still feel a bit scared about this. Ok, enough talk about my health problems :) i will go through it and everything will be great in the end. Sure it will be, otherwise ...why live?..

Yesterday there was Eurovision 2006 - song contest in Europe. It was so late and i stayed up till 2 am to watch it up to the end and to find out who will be the winner. Sure all my best wishes were with russian singer, but he was only the second one after the finnish hard rock group (strange... hard rock group won pop song contest ;)) Anyways it was one of the best results for russian singers at this contest. Last year we were 13th i guess.... Some years ago we also could take the second place, and a couple of years ago the famous T.A.T.U. were the third there. This is all we can be proud of, so i think number 2 isnt bad after all :)

Sunday

Alexandra decided i had to wake up early, she came to my bed, woke me up to tell me she isnt sleeping any more, stayed with me for a couple of minutes and left - after such a loud visit i couldnt sleep anymore ;))

I had to give the lesson today but still being in stress i cancelled it and used the only therapy good for such cases - SHOPPING. That was good and made me feel better, but i felt a bit guilty that instead of earning money i give them away :( Anyways i had good time.

I bought new dvds, havent watched anything decent since i have computer. So today was also a movie day. Finally watched Mission impossible 3, i was really disappointed, much more worse than the first and the second movie, but some scenes were ok like the scene on the bridge which was more like the one from the movies about the second world war... Tom Cruise was good but not that good as in MI 2 which i like most of all. Watched a new russian movie - a story about 2 people who cant find each other in a big city, they always happen to be close to each other but also are very far... it made me think how lucky i am that i was able to find my man who is even from the other world part.... or may be he was able to find me :)  anyways thats good that we found each other.

Today  i was able to eat a bit - thats like a progress. No pains so far, hope this period free of pains will last longer this time. Thats all for today...   

weekend...

Posted by Anonymous on May. 23, 2006 at 16:38-Link

well, we both know what i thought of this year's eurovison contest. i didnt get to see it but the russian guy should have won because i did get to see the heavy metal winner. i should have payed more attention when i saw you on saturday night. i didnt realize that you were still in shock about your condition's prognosis. even though i had my own pains, i should have paid more attention to yours. i'm sorry about this, my love. since speaking with you yesterday, i really do feel so much better now. i miss and love you, lena. have a wonderful day.