little girls want to be taken care of

Posted on May. 29, 2006 at 16:44 - Post Comment

I had an appointment with the surgeon today in the early morning. And now i know the day when i will be operated - i didnt expect it so soon but it is even better so. I was given a week to go through all the blood tests and then on the 6th i will have to come to the hospital to get prepared for the operation. Actually i am a bit scared about all this, well... not a bit but pretty much but i know everything will be ok soon and i try to stay strong and brave. I know lots of people are operated every second and nothing bad happens to most of them  but even good statistics cant prevent people from thinking about bad things - human psychology is a very difficult thing to understand   

My life is ok now, no pains, no big problems, nothing really bad. I had a really peaceful weekend which i really enjoyed  and i know that no matter how scared you are life is going on and i am going to be ok in this life because i still have so many things to do here.

I hope i didnt sound too pessimistic - i am not pessimistic at all, i am just feeling like a little girl who wants to cry but cant and who wants to be taken care of.   

Have a good day everyone and take cares,

Lena  

Good luck

Posted by abhay on May. 29, 2006 at 21:19-Link

My best wishes are with you.

Have a wonderful day!

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Posted by Cleolizzie666 on May. 30, 2006 at 13:28-Link

Hey Lena!!! That comment was lovely, thanks so much I really appreciate it. I wasn\'t sure when I asked you to add me to your friends if you just thought I was strange or whatever, but I hoped you might read the blog and see I\'m not all that weird!!!!
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<br>I was reading yours too and it\'s really good and honest. I hope everything goes well with your operation. If you get scared about it, just think about all the good things that have ever happened to you and think about your friends. We all find our own ways to cope with pain, and we come out stronger because of it. Take care pet and I hope you have a wonderful week....
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<br>\"She drifted in on a daydream and took her place amongst the stars\"
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<br>Michelle...x

little girls...

Posted by Anonymous on Jun. 2, 2006 at 05:24-Link

Little girls need to remember to always keep their bum covered when wearing that little hospital gown. yes lena,,, I am still thinking about about that. =)
As soon as you get all fixed up again, you can look forward to me buying you all of the chocolates that you want to eat. Don't be afraid... close your eyes and think of me teasing you as I always do. I love you Lena... and promise that their is nothing for you to be worried about. And yes I did read all of your entries today. Hmmm... for some strange reason all I want to hear is you telling me... "may be" again. Hugs and Kisses for my love!