my day at home

Posted on Jun. 15, 2006 at 12:49 - Post Comment

It is a wonderful feeling to be home again, pity I have to leave it again in a few hours. Yesterday I tried to stay up very late just to enjoy this feeling of being home. Home is the only place in the world where you always feel comfortable, place where you always can come without being questioned what happened when something is wrong, place where you get all the support you need. It is the place where your heart is.. but since some time my heart is not only belonging here, it is somewhere else…I know that my family will always be with me and by my side but somehow it is not enough now…the bigger part of my heart is in other place – somewhere in between until it finds its new home. But till this moment I will enjoy staying here with my family (and even without them ;)), just being in my room, in my bed, looking at all the old pictures here, remember all the happy moments spent here. Sometimes I wonder how much I will miss them all when I am away… and how much they will miss me..but I also know it is better so because as I’ve already said “home is where your heart is” – and my heart is now more with someone else than with them.

Yesterday I watched “Serendipity” movie with John Cusack and Kate Beckinsale (for the x-time I guess ;)) and as usual I wondered how inevitable our fate can be when even  after some years and thousands miles apart people who are destined to be together are getting together.

I cant say I believe  in fate but I really believe that if two people are meant to be, fate will bring them together and no circumstances will keep them apart :)

After enjoying the movie I watched a sport channel, but just a bit (was so tired) – pity that I’ve got all the health problems now when 2006 FIFA World Cup in Germany has started, still hope that I will get the chance to watch all the important matches :)

Enough for today, and have a wonderful day everyone  

home...sweet home

Posted by abhay on Jun. 15, 2006 at 19:27-Link

I miss the good old days when I was a child. I always felt so happy being at home like it\'s a paradise...the happiest place on earth!! I even left the boarding school after two years because I was suffering from great homesickness. :( People started to wonder whether I can live outside of home ever again. :O

But now as I have grown up, I don\'t feel very comfortable and happy being at home for more than a couple of days. I simply get bored! There is not much left to visit except for my dad and big brother, his wife and their two little kids. I do miss home sometimes but that\'s only because of my father. If not for him I would never have called home every now and then. He loves me so much and I love me too a great deal. :)

Recently I visited my home for 15 days but that\'s only because of a personal tragedy which struck our home. Why God always have to punish good people?? I simply hate him and do think there\'s no such thing as a God. I know most of the people would differ but I respect their beliefs & feelings cause I am very much rational.

So much for now. Hope you are doing better.

Miss talking to you!!

Yours, abhay

Feels like home

Posted by soapgirl82 on Jun. 19, 2006 at 22:58-Link

I totally get how you feel about home. I feel the same way whenever I visit home. I'm home for the summer, and it's such a good feeling to wake up everyday to see my parents faces. There's no feeling in the world quite like it. Home is where I feel the safest.

Ashley