i feel really sad today

Posted on Jul. 19, 2006 at 14:25 - Post Comment

yesterday there was a movie day for me. I wanted it for so long but never could find time… life is so crazy sometimes that I have no time just to relax and have time for myself ..

so yesterday I stayed up in bed for almost the whole day, just watching new movies. I started with “The Click” with Adam Sandler in it, I never was a huge fan of Adam Sandler but since I was in the mood to watch something really stupid, I chose this film. the movie was not bad, really, I cant say it was very funny actually it has a lot of lame jokes and vulgar situations but the movie let me just watch it without thinking too much and I guess it was what I really needed, besides it has some pretty interesting ideas – they are not new, not at all but they are really important and can be related to all of us. we often have to choose between work and family and not always our choice is right. I mean the choice is different for different people but often we do regret that once we made a wrong decision. like the character of Adam Sandler started   to regret that he spent too much time at work and not enough time with his immediate family and his own parents. he had a chance to start his life new, but do we have such a chance?..

the next movie I watched yesterday was “Just my luck” with Lindsay Lohan and Chris Pine – the movie was not bad, such a nice romantic comedy, that lots of people would enjoy.  it is a quite predictable story. she is very lucky in life he is unlucky, once they change the places and everyone of us knows that the story will have a happy end and they will find each other and stay together forever. Such a fairy tale for adult people. the problem is adult people don’t believe in fairy tales anymore.  yes, it is sure not oscar worthy but who cares…  yes it's very predictable but in a cute and happy way… and I do believe in fairy tales… and I never thought it is bad because no matter how serious and adult we are, we are still children deep inside in our soul… and we should believe that everything is possible because only then we can be sure that everything will be fine. Actually I am not always so optimistic,.. just feel like that today. everytime I feel helpless and lost I start watching such fairy tales and it makes me feel better. as a very pragmatic person I know that something like that can happen only in a movie but as a very romantic person I still believe that life is full of surprises most of them can be really amazing. life is full of magic in a very amazing way but we lost our ability to see it and that’s very sad.

well..it seems my movie reviews turned into essay about my life ;)) I really didn’t want to do so, it just came out of me without any notification… I told you life is full of surprises ;))

I watched some other movies but I guess its better to write about them some other day…

I don’t know why but I feel very tired and a bit stressed – and it is really strange because I am out of work. the most terrible days are like this one today when I can not explain why I am feeling in that way, life seems to be good to me last couple of weeks – then where all these depressive moods and sad feelings are coming from? I really have no idea…

well… I better finish right now because this entry is becoming quite senseless.

one thing before i finally go ... just a rhetorical question - why is it so painful to miss people you love. i mean love is a positive thing, isnt it? but then why is missing people we love so painful? 

Have a good day everyone  

Pain

Posted by abhay on Jul. 20, 2006 at 05:11-Link

Nothing you say seems senseless to me. Infact they very much make sense. :)
And you feel the pain when you miss people whom you immensely love cause the pain reminds how much you love them and viceversa. It makes the bonding between two people even stronger.

I hope you will have only days of great fun & laughter and don't get stressed.

Enjoy!!