feelings

Posted on Jul. 23, 2006 at 20:09 - Post Comment

tired, stressed, sleepy and hungry - that is how i can describe what i am feeling right now ... and not to mention that i still have pains which are though not so strong ... and a lot of other feelings which i am not ready now to share with anyone else..

have been reading the whole day, thank god it could abstract my thoughts from ..well it doesnt matter what from... it just really could abstract me a bit... i always am so deep in the action when i read books that sometimes it is really very helpful, for example in situations like this one i am stuck in now.

my family has come back and the house doesnt seem so empty anymore :) the only good news today. nobody knows i have pains again, just dont want them to worry about me. may be it is not right what i do but still it is my decision.

well.. time to come back to reading, when i am busy with something else i cant concentrate on it ... it seems the only one way to occupy my mind with something absolutely different is reading, it is what i am going to do now...

have a good day everyone, please dont forget to leave comments sometimes because i really suffer from lack of attention (just kidding, sorry..)

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Posted by surya on Jul. 24, 2006 at 08:53-Link

ooh! lack of attention? come on lena..there are so many people who care about u and read ur blog..me, 'him', abhay[whoever he is] + ur family.. I don't leave comments often bcoz my browser is slow and it will cost me a lot okay? just don't take it so bad..ok so u're kidding and i'll believe u...u're a good frnd of mine ... take care

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Posted by abhay on Jul. 25, 2006 at 03:51-Link

You kid a lot, don't you?? :p

Take care.