update

Posted on Jul. 27, 2006 at 10:35 - Post Comment

blogging is like a drug, the more you do it the more you wanted. every morning i start with blogging and really hope there is no one reading it because when i reread some entries they seem to be quite senseless. but it sure was how i felt when i was writing them, so i decided not to delete the entries. though sometimes i really have the idea of stopping blogging because every addiction is dangerous.

so, yesterday night i stayed up till 4 am (is it still night?) reading. then i fell asleep and had some bad dreams but no one was too bad to make me awake.thats pretty good, because i've got 4 hours of sleep, and it could have been less. so i have to be satisfied with what i have :) thinking positive, remember?

no pains, thats really good, but no chocolate so far either, i dont want to cause the pain again and eat only vegetables again - good thing, i might lose some weight (still trying to think positive)

miss a lot the very special person in my life, hope he will be back soon. it is impossible to think positive when he is not with me. i am trying but it is so hard....

the weather is bad here, cant believe it is summer... which i should enjoy..

actually this is all..