how are you? i am fine :)

Posted on Oct. 7, 2006 at 15:59 - Post Comment

well... the last couple of days were not that bad. after the realisation of the fact that nothing may go the way i wanted it to be for the last 10 months and may be it is really better so. i think it is really better so... i am adapting very well to this new situation and really like it a lot. may be not a lot but enough to feel myself protected from all the negative emotions and calm and not nervous about anything. just like myself, normal me again with no nighmares, no stress, no pains... i can smile again, just so.. without any reason like i did before the only one negative thing (well... may be not negative..) that i again have to rely only on myself and believe only in myself. but as most people on this planet i can manage this pretty well i am strong though i used to be weak last months.. time to be back and get my strength again life is peaceful at the moment, may be for the first time for the last 3 months and i enjoy it