sharing feelings is hard

Posted on Jan. 24, 2006 at 11:31 - Post Comment

I havent written anything for some time and it has its reasons. First, i was very busy. Second, i had to think something over and just needed time. And now i want some advise, so please if you have time write me what do you think about things i am telling here today

Have you ever been in the situation that you feel something good, are happy but dont want to share your feelings with someone else. I mean... you have people with whom you could share this but you dont want it, just DO NOT want. you even dont want to share it with computer, to put it in the blog. Is it normal? i dont know. of course there are some reasons for that. One of them and the main one is fear. we have a lot of fears. one of them is fearing what other people will say, how will they react. I really dont care what other people will say (there are only few people whose opinion is important to me, but even though they are not agree with me i will act like i want to), but sometimes i fear that other people can spoil everything because they dont want me to be more happy than they are - i know it is stupid but somehow i have such a feeling.  There is one more reason for not sharing your positive emotions - it is strange to be happy when there are lots of people who long for happiness and cant be happy for some reasons. May be i am just a bit silly but sometimes i think that other people are becoming annoyed when someone close to them is happy. I dont want to say that all people are so,  there are sure people  who would like to share good feelings with you and will feel happy because you are happy .

However i am so tired now, that i cant think adequately, may be i will be able to add something tomorrow when i am not soooooooo tired.

Have a good day everyone!

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Posted by 4everlostnalone on Jan. 24, 2006 at 16:54-Link

as usual u and i are thinking alike again. i too have something that is so good that i want to keep to myself, and u are right about there being people out there who might get offended and want to spoil it for me. all i can say is that i am also happy. have a wonderful day, lena!
chol

Absolutely right

Posted by Anonymous on Jan. 25, 2006 at 14:25-Link

I believe whatever you think, say or write turns out to be always true. I must say you have a magical effect on me. :)

love, abhay