where to start.

I know it may seem like i'm always *****ing on this thing but there is a reason. The good things that I see or have happen to me I like to keep, the bad things I vent out of my system on here.

I met this guy online, his name is Travis. We talked online a few times and we really seemed to hit it off so we decided to meet. That never really happened. I kind of chickened out but that turned out to be okay. He just found out that his ex girlfriend is pregnant and it's most likely his. He didn't tell me that he and his girl had only been apart for a month. Basically they are just taking a hiatus, he will definitely take her back. SIGH. oh well. I'm becoming a little depressed about the lack of physical or emotional contact in my life. I know I should be okay being alone, which I am for the most part but sometimes I get a little scared that this isn't just a break but a streak. I don't want to be alone forever. There is still Jason, but i'm sure he's not looking for anything serious. If by small chance he is, i'm not even sure I would take him up on the offer, he's not exactly a good role model for kids. He is cute though. :( I just have to be patient someone will come along who is perfect.

8:11 PM - Apr. 30, 2007 - post comment