the start of something.

Okay, so I heard from the corrections academy and I'm scheduled to start December 3rd. I'm excited and scared at the same time. I'm afraid I'll embarrass myself and get sent home. I'm not in good shape, at all. I was supposed to work on that this summer but I just never did. I have about a month to work on it. I need to get my ass in gear. I'm not sure what to expect, I don't even know if I'll be able to do this job, but I need to do something that has some sort of future in it. Waitressing/bartending is fun but it has no benefits and the money is sporatic. I need something steady with benefits.

Noel and his girlfriend broke up. My god he's cute, but very hard to read. I'm not sure if he's flirting or if he's just like that with everyone. hmm..doesn't really matter, i'm leaving soon anyway.

One of the good things about the corrections field is that the majority of them are men. My chances of finding someone will be good.

I'll have to leave my hometown wich could be difficult with Aidan and Jacob. The custody arrangement would have to be changed. and I'd have to find someone good to watch Aidan. I won't let him be watched by just anyone. It's going to be challenging but I need to do this. I've become so lazy and complacent. I needed something that would completely change my life...this is definitely one way to do it.

11:30 PM - Nov. 4, 2007 - post comment