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sad today...

im really sad today, maybe its because i havent cut in 8 days... or maybe its because i miss my family... or maybe its becasue i just dont know how to deal with my feelings very well and need help... or maybe its because i dont want my counsellor to go on holidays in 2 weeks... i feel like im finally ready to talk to her, and if i start thursday then how will we pick up again in 3 weeks? 
i feel alone.  lost and confused in the woods.  like there are so many ways to go, but i cant decide even where to start.

*sighs* well, i have to finish getting ready for work and i still have chem homewrok to do.

will write more in a few days.

 - randii -