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im soooo excited!

{ 3:20 PM, Jul. 29, 2006 } { 2 comments } { Link }
oh my goodness, I am so so so excited! 
First, one of my friends for FHCI is coming over and we are gonna watch movies and eat popcorn and drink pop and hang out and i just cant wait!  I havent seen her in sooo long, not since christmas when we went to tim hortons and had a hot chocolate!  Oh my gosh its been a long itme.
secondly, i start school monday!
i just cant wait!  in 7 months i will be able to work in a medical lab, taking peoples blood and helping them find out what is wrong with them!  i think, and hope hope hope, that i will be good at it and that i will enjoy doing it so i dont have to change careers a bunch like mom did...
well, as excited as i am, i have been thinking about cutting, i mean, i dont know if i can deal with living with another person, how did lyndsey deal with me??  all i really did was go to school and eat their food and wathc tv and stuff.  oh how i miss you lyndz
i made an appointment with my temp counsellor, cuz mine is still on holidays.
im kind of scared, i mean, it isnt easy for me to talk to people that i do know, except you journal, so how am i supposed to talk to a complete stranger?  i mean, i know Amy was at one time a complete stranger, but i didnt have to tell her everything right away, in fact, i got my old counsellor Ash to fill her in, cuz i didnt feel like repeating myself a whole bunch...
oh i miss Ash too... i wish there was some way i could say thanks. *sighs*  i almost cried our last appointment, and i gave her a hug, whcih is really a big deal because i hardly hug anybody!  oh but i miss her, Amy is harder to relate to, because she is older i guess, i guess Ash was easier because she was closer to my age... i dont think she was any older than 24, but i dont know how long people have to be in school before they get their masters degree in social work, i think its something like 4 years, so she was prolly about 23 - 25.
well, i have to go call my bank to see if i got my loan, cuz i was on hold for so long i ran outta minutes, so now im just gonna use a pay phone since its an 800 number anyway,
its really stupid how rogers charges you for those, they are 800 so that thay are FREE.
*shrugs*
my roomie is at her moms right now, she will be there til tonight some time, at least i dont have to worry about feeding her tonght!

anyway, really gotta call my bank
ttyl all

 - randii -


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{ 5:42 PM, Jul. 30, 2006 } { Posted by Anonymous }
1 out of 5 households is five paycheques away from poverty. Drugs will make that worse not better, and I would trust your doctor when you are told that it will likely kill you. You will also get better information from a pharmacist than from a blog, as anyone can post whatever they darn well feel like online, besides the fact that likely most who post on your blog, including me, haven't gone to school for that at all, let alone not paying attention.

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{ 6:08 PM, Jul. 30, 2006 } { Posted by Anonymous }
Just some info I looked up after posting, I'm sure you're aware of all of this, but read if you like:

Prolonged speed use builds up tolerance quickly and you may find yourself having to take more and more for the same hit. *Therefore, more money required.* To make matters worse, speed is often cut or adulterated with all manner of dodgy substances. Some speed has been confiscated by the police with a purity as low as 2%. Most speed will be 5% to 10% pure.

After a night wolfing down the sulphate, the next day (or the comedown) can be a dreadful experience.
You might feel tired, weak and unwell, and if you've really been overdoing it, depressed and even paranoid, sometimes with hallucinations. *Probably not something you want, if you're to make things easier, and not harder*

Avoid taking speed if you're on anti-depressants as this combination has been known to be fatal.

If you've high blood pressure or a dodgy ticker taking speed could be risky.

Just FYI, if you want to stick around...I wouldn't chance it. Especially if you want to get through school and have something to look forward to.

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